I live with the injuries inflicted on me by the Church of England and the injustice night and day, especially what fisher did to me, and sometimes I just can't bury the pain and the anger, I try to and I go about my life, but the reality is that I live condemned, cut off from society by the risk of the diocese coming after me and trashing me and my life as they repeatedly have.

Sometimes I break down and I know that no matter what I do, I have no future, I will never work again, and the day Jane Fisher can have me killed by a police attack, she will.
Because so far, she nearly has done repeatedly and I am simply not going to be able to survive another one.