https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/2018/03/25/survivors-reply-to-archbishops-pastoral-letter/
To Justin Welby, Archbishop
of Canterbury regarding his continued use of abuse in the press and media.
CC IICSA, SCIE, Bishops,
Police, Victims Commissioner, the BBC and others. 26/03/2018
Dear Justin
Welby,
First and
foremost, you need to read all of this letter because it contains an initial
warning of legal action against you, and your powerful and Godless lawyers
won't be able to stop or prevent this as you are evidenced in the press and
media to be knowingly breaking the law, causing harm and danger to the
vulnerable, and aiding and upholding others in doing the same. Some say your PR
stunts to do with abuse occur when you are contacted about my case and others
and reminded of your criminal negligence and cover-ups.
Enough is
enough. Enough was enough years ago when you publicly destroyed a vulnerable
adult with the help of the unquestioning and complicit press and media in order
to cover up the church's wrongdoings at the expense of the victim's life. To
put out a pastoral letter that appears to jeer at victims giving evidence to
the IICSA, after the IICSA have been asked to stop you from using abuse as a PR
campaign during their inquiry, is the ultimate contempt, and again reinforces
the image that you feel that the IICSA will protect you and your church as well
as your callous disregard for victims' feelings. From the IICSA's part, they
are allowing the image that you are going to go on being an unregulated and
abusive organization, as they don't appear to have effectively restrained you.
Let me just
scenario that. Imagine that you are a victim. You are struggling with life
because you have been raped or buggered by clergy and laity in the church, and as
a result you cannot have faith in God. You are going through a tough time as
you finally hope to see justice through giving evidence to the IICSA. And you then
see the organization who have not only abused you but treated you appallingly
when you have asked them for justice, using the press and media for limelight
over their 'prayers' for you. You will be disgusted.
As every victim
knows, prayers from their abusers and the organization which abused them, doesn't
un-abuse them, doesn't un-rape or un-bugger them, doesn't in fact make any
difference, as I can assure you myself. Do you know what your prayers look like
to an abuse victim? They look like you and your church live in another world,
where you have no understanding whatsoever of the impact of your continued
psychopathic lack of understanding of abuse and safeguarding.
You and yours
'prayed' for me publicly as you acted in great evil to destroy and nearly kill
me. Believe me your prayers are an abomination, and if God exists, He will spit
on you before sending you to hell, all you have achieved is cutting me off from
God and leaving me suffering living death and unremitting anguish, day and night,
so tell me, does God not hear your prayers? Or are your prayers just a
worthless show from a bunch of dangerous over-powerful hypocrites? As I am sure
you know, some church victims endured clergy saying prayers before or after
they raped them.
What about my
prayers for justice and for your silencing and removal, and for the same for
those named below? Does God hear me? Does He hear me as I go on and on asking
for you to be silent and be removed, and for the church to be held to account
for their evil in my case? While I suffer and you and those involved aren't
held to account, I see prayers as useless and your use of prayers that was as
re-abuse.
As a victim,
seeing this continued and relentless showing off at victims' expense while
continuing to refuse to act upon abuse and wrongdoing you will feel that not
only are the church confident of influencing the IICSA in making sure the
church are seen in a good light over their abuse, but that they are jeering.
Jeering that no matter how much the church are asked to stop using abuse as a
PR stunt, no matter how much the church are told that while they don't
safeguard and while they treat victims badly, they shouldn't be boasting, they
intend to ignore the pleas of victims and requests to the IICSA for the
boasting to stop, the Church of England intend to go on being callous and cruel
and jeering and using abuse and victims to boast and glorify themselves.
Certainly the
IICSA's behaviour in my case, in enabling the church to leave me homeless with
the help of the police in the horrific Amberstone attack which left me homeless
to this day, taking my new identity and community and ruining me, does cast
doubts on the IICSA's investigation of church abuse. The IICSA didn't show
neutrality or impartiality in subjecting me to that additional damage after
your attempt on my life by destroying me publicly.
Your behaviour
is so crass and callous, especially as I and other victims have asked you
repeatedly to stop behaving like this, to stop using abuse to glorify yourself
and show your contempt for victims.
I am the victim
who you personally left for dead and left suffering unremitting and unbearable
anguish. And each time you and Peter Hancock use abuse as a boast or a PR stunt
as you do, you destroy me again, and you leave me unable to earn my
hand-to-mouth living, so you leave me without food. You and Peter Hancock
uphold the wrongdoers in my case, and thus you should both have resigned by
now, neither of you are in a position to use safeguarding or abuse as a boast.
Neither of you have the courage to contact me about my complaints, so
safeguarding or even human decency are two things you don't understand.
Most people
would have committed suicide over your and Bishop Tim Dakin's shocking and
disgraceful launch of my case into the press with my side unrecorded and
unheard, and three years use of my case in the press to destroy and discredit
me while glorifying the church and making the matter to be about safeguarding
while ignoring me and my anguish and the damage I suffered as a result of the
public hate you triggered, the beatings and rapes I suffered as a result of you
making me into a figure of public hatred are unhealable.
Three years of
clergy and laity openly behaving like animals and certainly not Christians, to
destroy a vulnerable adult publicly without any relief or mercy. Three years in
which many many members of the church behaved in ways that would leave them
without jobs if they were working for any decent organization. The Church of
England is neither decent nor Christian, and is running on falsehoods and
abusing power that it shouldn't have. The Church of England has proven what a
danger it is to the public and the vulnerable while it is unregulated and above
the law. And your massive use of abuse as PR while nothing has improved in
safeguarding and you have been part of a massive safeguarding failure that
nearly killed and has left destroyed, a vulnerable adult who was abused by
serial abusers in your church.
If it was about
safeguarding, why did you launch the matter into the press so that I was
attacked and threatened and still am being, and am living as a fugitive? If it
was about safeguarding, why did I have to take Bishop Tim Dakin to court to
stop him from killing me with attacks on my character, and if it was about
safeguarding, why is Tim Dakin still in his position after I took him to court?
If it was about
safeguarding, why did you allow four whitewash reports by conflicted
individuals and bodies to continue and be used to destroy me? Why did you fail
to answer any of my concerns at any time, and only meet with the power and
criminally behaved dignitaries involved in the public destruction of me? Why
are you still insulting abuse victims after behaving like this? You still do
not have effective safeguarding, and you still treat victims appallingly, I can
only assume from your continued psychopathic and callous behaviour in using
victims for PR, that you are mentally ill and in need of retiring from your
position to seek help before you do any more harm.
You and your
safeguarding team, or so called, and Bishops and staff, have behaved
appallingly, and some of them should not still be in their positions. You have
received numerous complaints and will continue to do so, as you continue to
ignore the complaints.
Take the time
to act upon the complaints made rather than showing how you can abuse the press
and media on silly, badly produced articles and 'pastoral letters' created to
glorify you and your dangerous corporation. And get some advice on what a
pastoral letter is, a pastoral letter isn't supposed to be a PR stunt or a way
of misleading people, do you remember Tim Dakin using his pastoral letter to
lie about my case and mislead clergy at my expense?
Why is Tim Dakin
still in office? He was happy to kill me to cover up his wrongdoing, he is the
evidence that you don't, won't and can't safeguard and have no regard for the
lives or welfare of victims. You and he have never responded to my concerns and
you allowed conflicted hate attacks on me and called them reports, and have not
recorded or investigated my case, so how can you either safeguard or care about
abuse victims? You took the side of, and publicly upheld the wrongdoers in my
case, without meeting me or communicating with me.
Remember,
nothing has been done about the million pound Jersey and Winchester whitewash
that was used to cover up for the church and destroy me, and there has been no
recording of what has happened to me, what I have experienced, and thus nothing
has been done about the wrongdoing of those involved.
Do you recall
you and Peter Hancock publicly upholding the Key wrongdoers in my case, and
telling the world through the press and media that those people were to work
for you in evangelical positions, that needs to be investigated, and until it
has been, indeed until the whole adult lifetime of the church abusing me,
especially your three year public discrediting of me and criminal actions and
conflicted whitewash of my case has been investigated, you are in no position
to go on and on callously and psychopathically boasting, not that victims will
ever want to be shocked by your lies about caring and safeguarding. But save
the boasting until your personally led million pound public attempt on the life
of a vulnerable adult, leaving her living dead and without justice, a voice or
any closure, has been investigated by an independent (look it up!) review.
Make sure the
following people are investigated independently over my case, and this is an
exhaustive list: Yourself, Peter Hancock, Paul Butler, John Sentamu, Daphne
Green, the Diocese of York, Paul Butler and the Diocese of Durham, the Jersey
and Guernsey, Winchester, Andover and Romsey Deaneries, Tim Dakin, Jackie
Rowlands, John Gladwin, Christine Daly, Trevor Willmott, Sheila Rooke, Elaine
Rose, Graham Tilby, Jane Dodds, Moira Murray, Caroline Venables.
In addition,
you are responsible for making sure the criminal and dangerous behaviour of the
press and media, States of Jersey, Jersey Safeguarding Partnership, Jersey's
judiciary, and police, and all complicit authorities and all that failed to
act, are investigated. The whole matter is your responsibility, and for two
years since you and Tim Dakin attempted on my life, you have ignored my letters
and emails, put the phone down on me, and instructed your clergy, laity,
safeguarding team and anyone connected to the church, to do the same. Make sure
the Church Times spreading of hatred and lies about me is made particularly
prominent in the investigation.
Remember, this
is an exhaustive list, and this is going to be a big investigation, but you had
a million pounds in spare change to throw away on having me publicly destroyed
and killed, you had a million pounds to allow a lot of conflicted people to
break the law, illegally access records, publicly destroy a vulnerable adult,
and act in criminal and harmful ways, you had a million pounds to leave me
living as a terrified fugitive with no access to medical help or the protection,
support or justice that the police, social services, justice and other agencies
should offer, because you and your church destroyed and defamed me. So you must
have the ten million or so to
investigate my case in its entirety, including your own massive criminal abuse
of power and cowardice in failing to answer me and my requests for justice.
Make sure the investigation is begun as soon as possible, make sure someone who
knows what independent means contacts me about who the investigators are to be,
and make sure that this time, my side of things is given priority as the
million pound whitewash covers the lies and hatred of the wrongdoers and
conflicted authorities already but doesn't include me.
Now, as I said
at the beginning, as you appear to intend to go on re-abusing me and other
victims with impunity and ignoring requests for you to stop, and as the police
continue to be complicit and refuse to act upon the criminal behaviour of you
and your clergy and laity, I will tell you as I told Tim Dakin and he ignored
it at great cost to himself, if the police won't stop you or bring you to
justice, I will take you to court. Remember how Tim Dakin was so embarrassed to
be taken to court that when you and he publicly destroyed me in 2016, he failed
to tell the general public about that through the press, and instead tried to
claim that he was feeding the illegal criminal whitewash Steel report into the
whitewash Gladwin report, without either meeting with me or giving me a copy of
the Steel report.
It is
absolutely unthinkable that in this day and age you have, or think you have,
got away with the million pound whitewash and left me living as a destroyed
fugitive, and your arrogance and psychopathy not only in thinking that this
will be covered up, but to go on boasting about abuse and glorifying yourself,
is appalling, unthinkable, only a Godless and unregulated organization like the
church could do that, and you remember when you used George Carey as a PR stunt
in asking him to step down when you exactly the same to me in my case as he did
to the Peter Ball victims?
All I can say
is, one more boast from you and I will file, and you may control the press and
media to the extent that you were able to publicly destroy me unquestioned, but
you will go down in history for your criminal behaviour in my case. And
remember, Tim Dakin thought I was bluffing until he ended up in court with a
lawyer who lied desperately and then dropped dead. What a terrible shameful
position you and Tim Dakin and your colleagues are in, to be using the Lord's
Name in vain while you don't know Him and are invalidating any person you give
communion to, and marriage you preside over, any service you preside over,
because you were willing to KILL a vulnerable adult and lie about it, for the
sake of the church's image.
Every day that
I suffer, you and your church and faith are invalid and God, if He exists, will
be furious. Stop boasting and hiding, your victim and the injustice is not
going away through your blocking her and her calls, letters and emails, your
victim isn't going away while your safeguarding team invalidate themselves by
doing the same.
Sincerely, the destroyed and dying victim of
the million pound Jersey and Winchester Whitewash and demonstration that the
Church of England are a dangerous, nasty and needless burden on society.
JJ
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