The fractured story of a survivor of abuse and cover up in the Diocese of Winchester, by a survivor who is too traumatized and ashamed to share her story, but has been forced to fight to be heard.
Saturday, 14 May 2016
Friday, 13 May 2016
HG stands down
HG is exhausted, confused and unable to go on defending herself, at least briefly.
It is unclear what has happened to cause the Bishop of Winchester to contact HG but HG has been concerned by the massive leap of stats on the blogs, which has always signified a Church press attack in the past.
Things have gone quiet again and because HG is in relapse, she is standing down.
Time out to reload the Cannon-Law Gun.
It is unclear what has happened to cause the Bishop of Winchester to contact HG but HG has been concerned by the massive leap of stats on the blogs, which has always signified a Church press attack in the past.
Things have gone quiet again and because HG is in relapse, she is standing down.
Time out to reload the Cannon-Law Gun.
Thursday, 12 May 2016
New Open Letter to the Bishop of Winchester
12/05/2016
Formal letter of Warning to Bishop Tim Dakin.
Dear Bishop Dakin,
This letter does not annul previous letters, it re-iterates and reinforces them.
Incredibly I nearly wrote to you a few weeks ago to ask you not to attack me during my exams, but because I was becoming accustomed to stony silence from you (which was no bad thing) I decided to chance it and not waste another letter.
The fact that it had been six months since the last attack rather than the usual four both worried and reassured me.
But I am aware that while I live and the Diocese stands, the attacks will not stop, which is why I am writing to remind you of my formal warnings to you and the court action which I will repeat more powerfully if you do not desist from harming me. In the end, my life is at stake and your career is at stake, which of us is going to fight more desperately?
Let me be clear in what I am asking. What you have done to me is evil and cannot be either absolved or repaired through an apology, which, knowing you, has not been made for the right reasons but will undoubtedly be motivated by other people, deceit, PR or some reason that does not relate to your sorrow for your abominable behaviour. Had your repentance or genuine remorse been a factor, then actions would have accompanied your apology, including a press release and a statement of redaction of your whitewash reports.
If you continue to cause disruptions which cause breakdowns of my health, work, accommodation, studies and relationships then I will continue action against you until you stop or are removed. Your actions are destroying me.
And if you were in any organization other than the Church of England you would have already been dismissed, the Church are incredibly lawless and psychopathic in what they allow, condone and refuse to deal with among their clergy.
To me, after what you have done, a message from you, claiming to be an 'apology' is just an attack. It is woefully, pitifully inadequate to 'apologise' by email, and it is not accompanied by any atonement or resolution, and thus you are not apologizing because you are not taking responsibility.
I hold you responsible for my poor health and my situation of living in fear of your whitewash Gladwin and Steel reports and that contemptible whitewash by the conflicted Stewart Gull, Glenys Johnstone, Ian Gorst and Jane Fisher. I charge you with the responsibility of annulling these reports publicly, and if you can't, then what exactly are you 'apologizing' for?
Your apology is not accepted until or unless the wrongdoers in my case face justice, and as I have said, please make sure a list of my complaints is taken, it is exhaustive both in names and in crimes and misconducts, let me start you on a list of examples including Diocesan and Bishops staff, clergy, laity, Churchwardens and others:
- · Joyce Cockell - perversion of the course of justice, dishonesty leading to harm to a vulnerable adult, false testimony, safeguarding failures, breaches of the data protection act, etc
- · Gavin Foster and Martyn Sanders, the same as Joyce Cockell
- · Jane Fisher - the same as Joyce Cockell, and Bitterne Parish and the Bishop of Southampton for upholding her and leaving the congregation open to her abuse.
- · Helen Gunner, the same as Fisher and Cockell
- · All Diocesan staff involved in the perversion of the course of justice, deliberate harm to a homeless and destroyed vulnerable adult and lies to police and courts between 2010 and 2011.
- And:
- · Bob Key,
- · Gavin Ashenden
- · Tracy Bromley
- · Mark and Teri Bond
- · Judith Davey
- · Phil and Heather Warren and relatives
- · Paul Brooks
- · David and Bridget Shaw
- · Ian LeMarquand
- · Neville Brooks
- · John and Sue Harkin
- · Mike and Lindy Taylor
- · Peter Ould
- · Philip and William Bailhache
- · George and Jill Lihou and associated facilitators of their harm to me
- · Jon and Anna Honor
- · Michael Birt
- · Gerard LeFeuvre
- · David Capps
- · Robb and Janet Averty and all assistive protectors and facilitators
- · Juliet and Fred Montague and all assistive protectors and facilitators
- · Margaret Fowkes
- · Jill Aussant
- · Jennifer and David Brown
- · Tim Sledge
- · Jax Machin
- · Juli Wills
- · Julie Wallman
- · Bruce Willings
- · Glenys Johnstone
- · Stewart Gull
- · Heather Steel
- · John Gladwin
- · Christine Daly
- · Hampshire social services
- · Justin Welby
- · John Sentamu
- · Trevor Willmott
- · Daphne Green
- · Mark Hedley
- · Batt-Broadbent
- · Luther-Pendragon
- Paul Handley and Madaleine Davies
- · Paul Townsend and all clergy and members of Winchester Churches together who aided Fisher and Scott-Joynt in Destroying me to cover up for themselves on my return homeless and destroyed to Winchester in 2010.
- · Elizabeth Hall, Jane Fisher, Jill Sandham, Paul Butler - on the understanding that they have already faced action but I do not know if they will continue to be a risk to the vulnerable.
- · All others who have been involved in harm to me but who's names escape me or are not known to me.
- Some not named out of courtesy
- · All authorities in Jersey who have harmed me or protected people who have harmed me. Including the Lieutenant-Governor, your lawyer, judiciary, States members - memorably Juliette Gallichan and friends, and all doctors and support services and professionals who harmed me for Jane Fisher or because of her interventions, not least Autism Jersey, Victim Support, Mental Health Advocacy and the Grace Trust.
- · All members of the press and media, especially Matthew Price, who the church protected when he destroyed his clergy wife and then he repaid the favour by destroying me for the Church in 2009.
As I have mentioned this list is exhaustive and includes EVERY corrupt or brutal police officer, judge, lawyer, member of clergy, laity and Bishop's staff and member of the public who has harmed me, slandered me or caused me distress or isolation or shame or pain.
Unfortunately you are entirely liable, as Bishop of Winchester and as the Bishop who destroyed me publicly. I would like you to refrain from further harm to me and instead start work on your legal and disciplinary action against the people in this list.
You are to ensure that the Jersey Deanery are adequately reprimanded for their dangerous, deceitful and unChristian behaviour as well as the Winchester and Andover Deaneries. And also you are liable to ensure that they are trained in safeguarding and inclusion as it has been clear from the continued and relentless attacks that they have no understanding of safeguarding, abuse or vulnerable or marginalised people. Thus the risk of abuse and cover up remain high.
I look forward to witnessing your work and making sure you have my evidences, and receiving the genuine apologies of those named above along with your genuine apology in due course as well as recompense, clearing of my name and the assurance that I can live in peace, safety and freedom from fear.
Sincerely,
HG
Wednesday, 11 May 2016
Further Correspondence with the Bishop of Winchester
Email to the Bishop 11/05/16:
Dakin,
IS THAT FULLY UNDERSTOOD?! I won't stop until you are silent, even if it takes my last breath.
NO CONSENT IS OR HAS BEEN GIVEN FOR YOU TO DEFAME ME WITH WHITEWASH REPORTS, I HAVE ASKED A COURT OF LAW TO RESTRAIN YOU, WHAT PART OF THAT DO YOU FAIL TO UNDERSTAND THE SIGNIFICANCE OF? A VULNERABLE AND BROKEN PERSON HAVING TO FIGHT FOR THEIR LIFE AGAINST A LEGAL SYSTEM THAT YOU OWN, IN ORDER TO PRESERVE THEIR LIFE? IN THE END THAT LEGAL SYSTEM WILL HAVE TO PROTECT ME OR MY BONES AND WILL HAVE TO BRING YOU TO JUSTICE.
YOU HAVE DECIDED TO ATTACK ME AGAIN TODAY SO LETS MAKE THIS THE FIGHT TO THE DEATH, SHALL WE? BECAUSE I CAN'T GO ON SUFFERING ANY MORE. I WILL FIGHT YOU TO MY LAST BREATH AND EVERY ATTACK THAT YOU MAKE BRINGS YOUR END AND MINE NEARER.
ANYONE READING THIS, PLEASE ENSURE THAT I AM PROTECTED FROM THIS CRIMINAL BISHOP AND HIS ABUSE OF POWER TO ATTACK MY CHARACTER!
DAKIN, WITHDRAW YOUR ATTACK OR I WILL FILE WITH THE COURT STRAIGHT AWAY.
DAKIN, IN 2013 I MADE A COMPLAINT TO THE POLICE ABOUT YOU, IT STILL STANDS AND IF YOU EMAIL AGAIN I WILL REFRESH THAT COMPLAINT VIA EVERY SENIOR MEMBER OF THE POLICE FORCE IN THIS COUNTRY, YOU WILL STOP. I will not stop until you are silent. You have decided to destroy my university studies again so I will give up my life to ensure you are removed.
This email is CC the authorities and witnesses that the last one was also circulated to, and this will also be posted on my blogs.
Time I came out from the shadow of the unchristian church of england's condemnation of me and destroyed my destroyers. I may die but I am tired of living broken and in fear of repeat attacks.
Does your email contain petty threats like before and if so, shall I post the last lot of your THREATS online for the world to see?
I have a lot to post if you don't SHUT THE HELL UP AND STOP HARASSING ME.
To all witnesses, the Bishop of Winchester is now blocked from emailing me and I will be treating his correspondence as harassment and will take full action against him and Welby despite their abuse of power of courts, judges and lawyers unless his attacks stop. If he defames me with whitewashes, he does so with full knowledge not only of what he is doing but also that he is breaking the law.
Dakin I am going to play a game to see how far I can circulate my response to your attacks today.
Please resign immediately.
By the way, have you told the Jersey press that you have apologized to me and not the Dean? Hang on, let me do that for you.
HG
An 'Apology' from the Bishop of Winchester, what a f*cking joke!
Dear Spammer/Bishop Dakin,
I have received an incongruent and worrying email claiming to be from the Bishop of Winchester and enclosing an 'apology'.
Firstly, the Bishop of Winchester is a deceitful and arrogant man who does not apologize except for show. Secondly this apology, fake or 'real' warns me that the Bishop has or is going to attack or defame me, that is what his original 'apologies' were about, thirdly, an apology is not going to put this right. After the fake apologies that launched the attack on my life that has destroyed me over again, the use of the word 'apology' by the Church of England is a sick joke. They apologize profusely to most vulnerable groups while attacking them
Dakin, remember I took you to court in an effort to save my life? You are not allowed to release any material about me without my consent and agreement, especially not the defamatory whitewash Steel rubbish. Please take this as a re-iteration of my warnings to you and court action against you. You have not given 40 days notice for your whitewash nor discussed it's content, thus you will be facing arrest if you are or have released any lies about me or any MORE BREACHES OF THE DATA PROTECTION ACT! Do you understand me? You are to make a redaction and apology immediately if you have, and if not, do not because I will fight you until my heart fails me. You misrepresent God as something evil and I hate you for that.
You have sent me into traumatic distress at a crucial time, I have my end of year exams at the moment. You stupid stupid wicked man, resign, don't fake apologise, resign. An apology will never undo the damage that you have done, nothing will.
Further to that, I do not see the email sent as genuine but as a malicious spam. But if it was from you, I do not accept your apology, I think you are a wicked and deceitful and self-serving liar and I want you to apologize publicly through the press and media you harmed me with and I want you to resign and I want you to MAKE SURE EVERY WRONGDOER IN THE JERSEY AND WINCHESTER MATTER IS DEALT WITH. ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND, 'APOLOGIZING'?! WHO THE HELL THOUGHT UP THIS LATEST STUNT?!?!??!?
Also the Bishop made a promise to pay for my accommodation, in 2013, he can send that to my Jersey email paypal, backdated from then until now, along with a million pounds compensation for the horrific defamation and psychological damage. AND HE CAN PUT RIGHT ALL THE HARM HE HAS DONE AND UNTIL THEN HIS APOLOGY IS NOT ACCEPTED, TRY AGAIN WHEN THE CRIMINALS HE SPONSORED TO DESTROY ME PUBLICLY HAVE FACED JUSTICE, EVERY LAST ONE AND THE BISHOP HIMSELF.
I CANNOT BEGIN TO EXPRESS MY FURY AT THIS.
THE BISHOP'S FAKE APOLOGY, WHICH I HAVE NOT OPENED AS IT IS HARASSMENT, IS NOT ACCEPTED AND IS SEEN AS ONLY AN EFFORT TO COUNTER MY RECENT CORRESPONDENCE WITH THE NATIONAL CHILD ABUSE INQUIRY, 10 DOWNING STREET, THE QUEEN AND OTHERS OVER THE CHURCH'S SHAMELESS BEHAVIOUR.
DAKIN, YOU ARE TO DESTROY THE STEEL REPORT AND ALL OTHER LYING WHITEWASHES, YOU ARE TO MAKE A LIST OF EACH AND EVERY PERSON I HAVE BEEN DEFAMED TO BY VIEWINGS OF THE STEEL REPORT AND YOU ARE TO PRESENT IT AT THE COURT WHEN I RETURN YOU TO COURT, DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME, YOU WICKED MAN? DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?!
RESIGN. THIS IS GOING TO BE PUBLISHED AND SENT TO EVERYONE WHO RECEIVED MY RECENT CORRESPONDENCE.
YOU WICKED MAN, DISRUPTING MY UNIVERSITY AGAIN, YOU WICKED WICKED MAN. I CURSE YOUR TENURE AT WOLVSLEY AND COMMAND IN JESUS NAME THAT YOU LEAVE!
it is very obvious from the massive increase in blog stats that you have or are attacking me through your whitewashes and I am going to take you to court and I am going to force you out of my home town before you KILL another vulnerable person. You have committed crimes and you are to pay for that. You were so eager to have me vilified as a vulnerable adult fighting back, and yet you abuse your power and break the law and get away with it. That is not just and it is not Christian. I do NOT accept your apology. RESIGN. AND BEFORE YOU DO, RECOMPENSE ME AND GIVE ME A VOICE IN THE PRESS AND MEDIA THAT YOU MANIPULATED AGAINST ME!
(WHAT DOES LUTHER-PENDRAGON ADVISE NOW? A QUICK TRIP TO THE LODGE FOR AN EMERGENCY MEETING?)
Now lets see you do this 'apology' as publicly as your press attacks and lies, and lets see you do this apology with a redaction of the slurs on me in the same press and media and lets see you call an independent inquiry and a public annulment of the Steel report.
If you can't, then your apology is another lie.
Make sure I am contacted for a list of people I have a formal complaint against and make sure this time they are dealt with without fear or favour, too much to ask of from the Church of England so call an independent inquiry, you need to be investigated especially for perverting the course of justice, along with Fisher, who merits a lengthy prison sentence for her actions.
This email is CC the National Child abuse Inquiry, 10 Downing Street, Lambeth Palace and all other interested parties.
HG
Tuesday, 10 May 2016
Apparently the Liberation Day speech didn't go down so well
The Power Cut was well timed, but not well timed enough, and I think it should be looked at more closely.
Monday, 9 May 2016
Power cut
Power Cut:
As the oligarchy gather in red robes
to lie about the wrong they do
the rain falls, God's tears
and for once he takes away their power
As the oligarchy gather in red robes
to lie about the wrong they do
the rain falls, God's tears
and for once he takes away their power
Sunday, 8 May 2016
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