Jersey

The darkness is eternal

and the cold is unrelenting

It is so cold 

that the sea is frozen

I walk on the frozen beach

and there is ice on green island and the rocks

I can see the cardinal markers

I can see the lights on the French Coast

I walk in the dark

and I remember I died here

I can't stop walking

further from the light

my home on the great ship bay

is always in sunlight and joy

but the frost and cold are in my heart

drawing me to where I fell

I try to count the years since my death

and try to turn back towards the light

I died here, and the cold and dark call me

the frost in my heart makes the light and joy of my home unreal

Can't I bring my soul home, to the great ship bay

and rest with the warmth and joy in my heart?

Until my destroyers release me, I am trapped here

fallen on the frozen bay and waiting

The sea beats on the wall, the night goes on,

I go on waiting

and I know you wait too

you can't release me from this so you wait too

there is no happy ending, we know that

because death happened there

so we wait, I look out on the midnight sea

and you stand in the shadows

you are the lantern-bearer, guiding light

you stand in the shadows and they never see your face

And in other news...

The Diocese of Winchester destroy a voiceless vulnerable adult and she asks them to have a voice for her side of things: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPnB8QV3LSs

David Cameron

When the church of england swung the vote to get their protectors, the conservatives, back into power, did they forsee David Cameron, who is supposedly a Christian, making a meal of making a pig of himself and playing with his food?
There is a new crisis in the UK. mass vegetarianism. The farms will suffer like they did with the foot in mouth crisis.
That's all for now.



Refs - The Church propaganda rag told it's flock that voting conservative was the only way as they were the church's 'natural partners'.
Wealthy, country, uncaring people, yes, they are the church's natural partners, the government and the church both wipe their boots on the faces of the poor and vulnerable. Neither understand nor care for the vulnerable or the needy, they make them into outcasts.

I know I tend to put this song up as a Church of England Anthem but...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXdKlpBOvs0

I'm not allowed to watch Monty Python...

So don't tell my mother  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OyhMYVU31ng
That isn't DakeDake by the way, it's Paul Butler, trying to protect abusers.

and what is all the interest in and from Guernsey on my blogs at the moment?

And here is the Church of England: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9JKvJaJKPPk

coincidence

Recently I have had nightmares and flashbacks about the Lihous.
Co-incidental to see Guernsey appear on the blog feed.
Is that the Lihous and Honours and Warrens having a nose?
And does any report state the fact that they are all related?
And am I right in hearing that someone tried to ensure the Lihous brought a complaint against me by claiming I had a complaint against them.
Godless egomaniac church people. Repaint and thin no more.

I want to play in Latin now, repeat after me:

Guernsey est stercore capitii textilem

New visitors to the blog

Hi,

There has been a big increase in viewers of this blog.

I do apologize if you are hoping for new and relevant information.
My day starts at 5.30 as I work as well as being at University, so I am not getting much blogging done.
I think there has been a surge of interest due to the parallels between the deliberate failures of the church and police in Peter Ball's case and my case.

To the people who suffered at Peter Ball's hands, I apologize, I am not trivializing what happened to you. no way.
What happened to you was more serious sexual abuse than I suffered.
What happened to me was sustained sexual and emotional abuse over quite some time, which on top of the terrible childhood I had, was the last straw when I was subjected to the church's denials, cover up and blame.

It must have been awful for Peter Ball's victims to go on seeing him in office as Bishop and to feel unbelieved, and slighted by Butler-Sloss as well. I do know how that feels, being laughed at by my abusers while Jane Fisher destroyed me was indeed intolerable. Jane Fisher being the 'safeguarding director' for the Winchester Diocese who went all-out to destroy me while protecting my abusers in the church.

What more can I say before I go to work?
As yet, no-one is holding the Church of England to account, they are a bit like the government who have shown no remorse for the paedophile ring that has been operating among them.

Paul Butler is usually doing press stunts to get the limelight and make the church look good every time an abuse case is reported.
But he doesn't do anything.
I have been told by a Kendal House survivor that after all the press stunt about an investigation, there hasn't been one yet.
And are the church going to investigate why Ball was left in power, whil Butler was his colleague?
And are they ever going to investigate Jane Fisher and the Winchester Diocese and how the Steel and Korris reports came about?

I have to get to work now. Have a good day.

ego sum a nortyperson.       a minimum terroris

Lost in translation, harhar

Habemus ad proficiscendum redire.Sed finis non erit finis.

Quis hanc multam mecum domi

Ego sum ​​a nortyperson


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