False Economies, False PR

The Church of England spend hundreds of thousands of pounds on Luther-Pendragon, the PR firm that they used to destroy me publicly, and have recently used to prepare and release Justin Welby's most recent (and all other) Abuse PR Stunts to mislead the press and media, general public and IICSA, as well as the new Bishop of London's massive empty childcare PR stunt. The Church of England have all that money to  waste on PR at the expense of victims and the vulnerable, but they have no money for the vulnerable to receive support and counselling.
And not a single person or body will step in and act upon this.

A Pastoral Letter to Justin Welby

This first link is from another victim, then the main post is my letter

https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/2018/03/25/survivors-reply-to-archbishops-pastoral-letter/

To Justin Welby, Archbishop of Canterbury regarding his continued use of abuse in the press and media.

 CC IICSA, SCIE, Bishops, Police, Victims Commissioner, the BBC and others. 26/03/2018

Dear Justin Welby,

First and foremost, you need to read all of this letter because it contains an initial warning of legal action against you, and your powerful and Godless lawyers won't be able to stop or prevent this as you are evidenced in the press and media to be knowingly breaking the law, causing harm and danger to the vulnerable, and aiding and upholding others in doing the same. Some say your PR stunts to do with abuse occur when you are contacted about my case and others and reminded of your criminal negligence and cover-ups.

Enough is enough. Enough was enough years ago when you publicly destroyed a vulnerable adult with the help of the unquestioning and complicit press and media in order to cover up the church's wrongdoings at the expense of the victim's life. To put out a pastoral letter that appears to jeer at victims giving evidence to the IICSA, after the IICSA have been asked to stop you from using abuse as a PR campaign during their inquiry, is the ultimate contempt, and again reinforces the image that you feel that the IICSA will protect you and your church as well as your callous disregard for victims' feelings. From the IICSA's part, they are allowing the image that you are going to go on being an unregulated and abusive organization, as they don't appear to have effectively restrained you.

Let me just scenario that. Imagine that you are a victim. You are struggling with life because you have been raped or buggered by clergy and laity in the church, and as a result you cannot have faith in God. You are going through a tough time as you finally hope to see justice through giving evidence to the IICSA. And you then see the organization who have not only abused you but treated you appallingly when you have asked them for justice, using the press and media for limelight over their 'prayers' for you. You will be disgusted.

As every victim knows, prayers from their abusers and the organization which abused them, doesn't un-abuse them, doesn't un-rape or un-bugger them, doesn't in fact make any difference, as I can assure you myself. Do you know what your prayers look like to an abuse victim? They look like you and your church live in another world, where you have no understanding whatsoever of the impact of your continued psychopathic lack of understanding of abuse and safeguarding.

You and yours 'prayed' for me publicly as you acted in great evil to destroy and nearly kill me. Believe me your prayers are an abomination, and if God exists, He will spit on you before sending you to hell, all you have achieved is cutting me off from God and leaving me suffering living death and unremitting anguish, day and night, so tell me, does God not hear your prayers? Or are your prayers just a worthless show from a bunch of dangerous over-powerful hypocrites? As I am sure you know, some church victims endured clergy saying prayers before or after they raped them.

What about my prayers for justice and for your silencing and removal, and for the same for those named below? Does God hear me? Does He hear me as I go on and on asking for you to be silent and be removed, and for the church to be held to account for their evil in my case? While I suffer and you and those involved aren't held to account, I see prayers as useless and your use of prayers that was as re-abuse.

As a victim, seeing this continued and relentless showing off at victims' expense while continuing to refuse to act upon abuse and wrongdoing you will feel that not only are the church confident of influencing the IICSA in making sure the church are seen in a good light over their abuse, but that they are jeering. Jeering that no matter how much the church are asked to stop using abuse as a PR stunt, no matter how much the church are told that while they don't safeguard and while they treat victims badly, they shouldn't be boasting, they intend to ignore the pleas of victims and requests to the IICSA for the boasting to stop, the Church of England intend to go on being callous and cruel and jeering and using abuse and victims to boast and glorify themselves.

Certainly the IICSA's behaviour in my case, in enabling the church to leave me homeless with the help of the police in the horrific Amberstone attack which left me homeless to this day, taking my new identity and community and ruining me, does cast doubts on the IICSA's investigation of church abuse. The IICSA didn't show neutrality or impartiality in subjecting me to that additional damage after your attempt on my life by destroying me publicly.

Your behaviour is so crass and callous, especially as I and other victims have asked you repeatedly to stop behaving like this, to stop using abuse to glorify yourself and show your contempt for victims.

I am the victim who you personally left for dead and left suffering unremitting and unbearable anguish. And each time you and Peter Hancock use abuse as a boast or a PR stunt as you do, you destroy me again, and you leave me unable to earn my hand-to-mouth living, so you leave me without food. You and Peter Hancock uphold the wrongdoers in my case, and thus you should both have resigned by now, neither of you are in a position to use safeguarding or abuse as a boast. Neither of you have the courage to contact me about my complaints, so safeguarding or even human decency are two things you don't understand.

Most people would have committed suicide over your and Bishop Tim Dakin's shocking and disgraceful launch of my case into the press with my side unrecorded and unheard, and three years use of my case in the press to destroy and discredit me while glorifying the church and making the matter to be about safeguarding while ignoring me and my anguish and the damage I suffered as a result of the public hate you triggered, the beatings and rapes I suffered as a result of you making me into a figure of public hatred are unhealable.

Three years of clergy and laity openly behaving like animals and certainly not Christians, to destroy a vulnerable adult publicly without any relief or mercy. Three years in which many many members of the church behaved in ways that would leave them without jobs if they were working for any decent organization. The Church of England is neither decent nor Christian, and is running on falsehoods and abusing power that it shouldn't have. The Church of England has proven what a danger it is to the public and the vulnerable while it is unregulated and above the law. And your massive use of abuse as PR while nothing has improved in safeguarding and you have been part of a massive safeguarding failure that nearly killed and has left destroyed, a vulnerable adult who was abused by serial abusers in your church.

If it was about safeguarding, why did you launch the matter into the press so that I was attacked and threatened and still am being, and am living as a fugitive? If it was about safeguarding, why did I have to take Bishop Tim Dakin to court to stop him from killing me with attacks on my character, and if it was about safeguarding, why is Tim Dakin still in his position after I took him to court?

If it was about safeguarding, why did you allow four whitewash reports by conflicted individuals and bodies to continue and be used to destroy me? Why did you fail to answer any of my concerns at any time, and only meet with the power and criminally behaved dignitaries involved in the public destruction of me? Why are you still insulting abuse victims after behaving like this? You still do not have effective safeguarding, and you still treat victims appallingly, I can only assume from your continued psychopathic and callous behaviour in using victims for PR, that you are mentally ill and in need of retiring from your position to seek help before you do any more harm.

You and your safeguarding team, or so called, and Bishops and staff, have behaved appallingly, and some of them should not still be in their positions. You have received numerous complaints and will continue to do so, as you continue to ignore the complaints.

Take the time to act upon the complaints made rather than showing how you can abuse the press and media on silly, badly produced articles and 'pastoral letters' created to glorify you and your dangerous corporation. And get some advice on what a pastoral letter is, a pastoral letter isn't supposed to be a PR stunt or a way of misleading people, do you remember Tim Dakin using his pastoral letter to lie about my case and mislead clergy at my expense?

Why is Tim Dakin still in office? He was happy to kill me to cover up his wrongdoing, he is the evidence that you don't, won't and can't safeguard and have no regard for the lives or welfare of victims. You and he have never responded to my concerns and you allowed conflicted hate attacks on me and called them reports, and have not recorded or investigated my case, so how can you either safeguard or care about abuse victims? You took the side of, and publicly upheld the wrongdoers in my case, without meeting me or communicating with me.

Remember, nothing has been done about the million pound Jersey and Winchester whitewash that was used to cover up for the church and destroy me, and there has been no recording of what has happened to me, what I have experienced, and thus nothing has been done about the wrongdoing of those involved.

Do you recall you and Peter Hancock publicly upholding the Key wrongdoers in my case, and telling the world through the press and media that those people were to work for you in evangelical positions, that needs to be investigated, and until it has been, indeed until the whole adult lifetime of the church abusing me, especially your three year public discrediting of me and criminal actions and conflicted whitewash of my case has been investigated, you are in no position to go on and on callously and psychopathically boasting, not that victims will ever want to be shocked by your lies about caring and safeguarding. But save the boasting until your personally led million pound public attempt on the life of a vulnerable adult, leaving her living dead and without justice, a voice or any closure, has been investigated by an independent (look it up!) review.

Make sure the following people are investigated independently over my case, and this is an exhaustive list: Yourself, Peter Hancock, Paul Butler, John Sentamu, Daphne Green, the Diocese of York, Paul Butler and the Diocese of Durham, the Jersey and Guernsey, Winchester, Andover and Romsey Deaneries, Tim Dakin, Jackie Rowlands, John Gladwin, Christine Daly, Trevor Willmott, Sheila Rooke, Elaine Rose, Graham Tilby, Jane Dodds, Moira Murray, Caroline Venables.

In addition, you are responsible for making sure the criminal and dangerous behaviour of the press and media, States of Jersey, Jersey Safeguarding Partnership, Jersey's judiciary, and police, and all complicit authorities and all that failed to act, are investigated. The whole matter is your responsibility, and for two years since you and Tim Dakin attempted on my life, you have ignored my letters and emails, put the phone down on me, and instructed your clergy, laity, safeguarding team and anyone connected to the church, to do the same. Make sure the Church Times spreading of hatred and lies about me is made particularly prominent in the investigation.

Remember, this is an exhaustive list, and this is going to be a big investigation, but you had a million pounds in spare change to throw away on having me publicly destroyed and killed, you had a million pounds to allow a lot of conflicted people to break the law, illegally access records, publicly destroy a vulnerable adult, and act in criminal and harmful ways, you had a million pounds to leave me living as a terrified fugitive with no access to medical help or the protection, support or justice that the police, social services, justice and other agencies should offer, because you and your church destroyed and defamed me. So you must have the ten  million or so to investigate my case in its entirety, including your own massive criminal abuse of power and cowardice in failing to answer me and my requests for justice. Make sure the investigation is begun as soon as possible, make sure someone who knows what independent means contacts me about who the investigators are to be, and make sure that this time, my side of things is given priority as the million pound whitewash covers the lies and hatred of the wrongdoers and conflicted authorities already but doesn't include me.

Now, as I said at the beginning, as you appear to intend to go on re-abusing me and other victims with impunity and ignoring requests for you to stop, and as the police continue to be complicit and refuse to act upon the criminal behaviour of you and your clergy and laity, I will tell you as I told Tim Dakin and he ignored it at great cost to himself, if the police won't stop you or bring you to justice, I will take you to court. Remember how Tim Dakin was so embarrassed to be taken to court that when you and he publicly destroyed me in 2016, he failed to tell the general public about that through the press, and instead tried to claim that he was feeding the illegal criminal whitewash Steel report into the whitewash Gladwin report, without either meeting with me or giving me a copy of the Steel report.

It is absolutely unthinkable that in this day and age you have, or think you have, got away with the million pound whitewash and left me living as a destroyed fugitive, and your arrogance and psychopathy not only in thinking that this will be covered up, but to go on boasting about abuse and glorifying yourself, is appalling, unthinkable, only a Godless and unregulated organization like the church could do that, and you remember when you used George Carey as a PR stunt in asking him to step down when you exactly the same to me in my case as he did to the Peter Ball victims?

All I can say is, one more boast from you and I will file, and you may control the press and media to the extent that you were able to publicly destroy me unquestioned, but you will go down in history for your criminal behaviour in my case. And remember, Tim Dakin thought I was bluffing until he ended up in court with a lawyer who lied desperately and then dropped dead. What a terrible shameful position you and Tim Dakin and your colleagues are in, to be using the Lord's Name in vain while you don't know Him and are invalidating any person you give communion to, and marriage you preside over, any service you preside over, because you were willing to KILL a vulnerable adult and lie about it, for the sake of the church's image.

Every day that I suffer, you and your church and faith are invalid and God, if He exists, will be furious. Stop boasting and hiding, your victim and the injustice is not going away through your blocking her and her calls, letters and emails, your victim isn't going away while your safeguarding team invalidate themselves by doing the same.

 Sincerely, the destroyed and dying victim of the million pound Jersey and Winchester Whitewash and demonstration that the Church of England are a dangerous, nasty and needless burden on society.

JJ

Listen:

http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/p/listen-children-to-story.html#.WsKPkC7wbcd

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Thanks for the recent feedback.

This blog, as I was trying to say in an earlier post, is mainly at the end of it's useful life, in a way, in that I don't normally post on here any more, I keep it so that I can link letters of complaint to posts on here, and that sends the church nuts, which is a bonus.

Apologies to the man who wrote to me and thanked me for the blog, I am sorry to hear about your mother in law, that must be a nightmare. I am closing comments on this blog and preparing a final post in response to feedback.

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The blog will stay up as it is obviously getting a good viewing every day and the posts are still relevant and in use, and the church want me to take it down.

Thank you all for your support.
You will have noticed on the daily blog that I am increasingly struggling with mobility and injuries including a broken spine and having to look at ending the gardening and landbased career that has spanned my adult lifetime. It is being replaced with a freelance writing career that is as yet not earning me a living, but as a result I need more time for my blogs related to the freelance writing career.

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All the best,

JJ.

 - Survivor of the lack of safeguarding in the Church of England and their need to place image above the welfare of the vulnerable and abuse victims.

Another day of fake safeguarding for the #CofE

Formal letter of Warning and rebuke to Bishop John Gladwin. Safeguarding Complaint. Extending to Christine Daly and Rupert Bursell who have played a part in this. CC Caroline Venables, Paul Butler, Bishop of Winchester, Hertford and Essex Adult Safeguarding Boards and the Bishop of Hertford. Also sent to Baroness Butler-Sloss who has played a part in the million pound Jersey and Winchester cover-up. Also posted online.

13/02/2017 - 16/02/2017

Dear Bishop John Gladwin,

I am writing this letter and sending it CC your Bishop and also Lambeth Palace to express my concern for your harm to me and also to warn you that having knowingly been complicit in harm to me you are not to harm me further. This letter may be produced to a court if I take you to court.

And remember, the Bishop of Winchester would have killed me outright with the Steel report by your conflicted colleague who you knowingly worked with, and without remorse if I hadn't taken him to court. He didn't think I would make that desperate effort to save my own life, but I did. He and you are psychopathic cowards who hide behind the massive and wrong power of the Church of England and the fact that the Church of England isn't regulated and uses its integral middle class lawyers, judges, police and others to protect them from ever facing justice.

I am not afraid of you hiding behind judges Steel, Bursell, etc, it is a sign that the Church of England needs to be disbanded, their corrupt, power-abusive integral judges, lawyers, police that protect them and whitewash cases to the detriment of victims while upholding wrongdoers. The church's power and abuse of power is blatantly against God, and I think it is time for you and yours to either remove the massive corrupt power and turn back to God, or cease to pretend to be to do with God and just become another Freemasonry branch.

The fact that the Church of England is allowed to continue as it is, let alone spend a million pounds destroying a vulnerable adult and upholding the wrongdoers while vilifying her simply says that it is time for the Church of England to go.

 Presumably Bursell is a friend of Dakin's as he was also mentioned in the case of Dakin destroying Hawthorne, another conflict of interests, but that isn't deeply relevant yet, what I am saying is that I will go through every last corrupt or conflicted judge in the country to find the one who will bring an end to the church's abuse of power and conflicted whitewashes labelled as independent safeguarding reports. Someone somehow must change the terrible dangerous situation where the Church can do what they have done to me and other victims, before there are many more deaths.

What the Church relies on very heavily is vulnerable adults having no voice as they do their cover-ups, or in my case they presumably hoped to kill me in order to silence me so that the full whitewash could be published. I am alive but it has taken me a very long time to recover from the public discrediting of me by the Bishop of Winchester and Archbishop of Canterbury. Indeed I can never really recover, because such a branding never goes away.

In 2013 you and Christine Daly were involved in an attack on my life that consisted of illegal referrals and actions behind my back to my detriment, involving Julie Wallman, another vulnerable adult, you harmed her and me and consent was lied about and you used her against me. I did not give consent for any meetings or referrals or breaches of confidence involving Julie Wallman, Jane Fisher, Bob Hill, the NSPCC or anyone else.

You and Christine Daly broke the law by being involved in this, and consent being lied about. I was left severely damaged as your actions also gave Bishop Tim Dakin an opportunity to lie to the press about helping me while he publicly discredited and defamed me.  Something that was to become a repeating pattern and has severely psychologically injured me. Claiming to help someone who you are destroying by upholding her abusers publicly through conflicted reports that exclude your victim's side of things is like a rapist saying he loves his victim while he rapes them.

Your report is not valid as you (knowingly) have fed an illegal, conflicted and invalid hate attack on a vulnerable adult into it. Your report cannot remotely be considered to either be credible or to do with the situation in Jersey, and your attitude to me confirms that your report is not a balanced or valid report. You are accessory to crimes by knowingly taking part in and allowing harm to me and upholding defamation of me.

You have knowingly taken part in great evil and corruption and have done so for your own interests - the money - and the Church of England's interests, cover-up and PR, as you have done before and will do again unless a regulatory body is able to stop you.

I forbid you from publishing a report or any material influenced by the Steel and Jersey Deanery cover-ups as the Steel report is not permitted by me to be used in any report and I have not agreed to it's accuracy as the Bishop has failed to even arrange for me to have a copy of it. And also because I forbid you from misleading the general public with more lies, the Church have had more than their fair share of lying to the general public through the press and media in the past four years, and enough is enough.

I don't care how many judges you know, and how corrupt they are, I will take you to court if you don't stop being involved in this harmful and deceitful matter.

You utterly failed in your duty of care by observing my suffering and Bob Hill's fight for my life that cost him his, because the Bishop of Winchester refused to withdraw the openly conflicted Dame Heather Steel and allowed her and her associated judges and dignitaries in Jersey to tamper with already inaccurate and conflicted records, you stood by and would have let me be killed by the Steel report. And that makes your report completely irrelevant and makes you accessory to abuse and harrassment that put a vulnerable adult's life in serious danger. It makes you dishonest, corrupt and a danger to the vulnerable. 

You tried to deny to me on the phone that Steel was conflicted. Wow, have fun disproving the evidence you wicked and dishonest man.

You yourself as a Church of England Bishop, with connections to people involved, are conflicted, and as yet in the million pound whitewash and public attack on me, there has been no impartial investigation, and because the evidence has been tampered with by you conflicted people and wrongdoers in authority, there cannot easily be a proper investigation into what happened to me, but there can be an investigation into you, Korris, Steel, Jersey Safeguarding Partnership, Willmott, Dakin, Welby and the rest of you power abusing dignitaries and the way you have publicly destroyed and discredited me and abused power and connections and the press and media to do so.

As you know, my letters can go on forever, so I will conclude this letter with some points.

You don't have my consent to use the Steel report, which you know I took the Bishop of Winchester to court over, in your report. You do not have my agreement that the Steel report is accurate, you know she is conflicted, and if you use her report in yours, as claimed by the Bishop of Winchester when he discredited me publicly, you are knowingly an accessory to corruption and conflicts of interests.

You have harmed me and been an accessory for harm to me from 2013 to the present day.

You do not have my consent to release a report related to my case, and you will never have my consent.

Your run of gaining fat fees through corruption and church non-independent whitewash reports must end now.

Your report and your token meeting has been used as a claim that I have been included in the investigation, which is ludicrous and another trademark dishonesty of the Church of England, you made false promises of meeting with me again after Bob forced a meeting with you, you never met with me again and instead took part in an illegal and dishonest forcing on me using the vulnerable adult Julie Wallman, you then proceeded to allow and encourage me to be destroyed by your friends in the Jersey Deanery. You are a dishonest and unchristian and conflicted church of england Bishop.

You have been accessory to massive safeguarding failure and illegal actions and it is time for you to retire properly now, your part in church-led cover-ups and harm must end now. Your report has not prevented ongoing harm to me, nor will it remotely change the corruption in Jersey which you have upheld to me and taken part in.

You have upheld the abusers, the wrongdoers and allowed them to go on doing harm, and you have looked on while illegal and dishonest actions by the Archbishop, Bishops, and States of Jersey have destroyed me. You are not valid and have no credibility whatsoever. You are not a Christian, hardly even a human being, to have been involved willingly in such evil.

Please step down from harming the vulnerable under the guise of safeguarding and if you have a conscience or any humanity in you, which from experience I doubt, do something about the Church of England's lawless fake safeguarding investigations and continued contempt for victims.

You aren't independent or impartial, what you took part in in destroying me and faking a report is contemptible and other victims may die. I fear for the life of Bishop Bell's victim who is being investigated by a man who routinely protected sex offenders and fraternized with Greville Janner and Cyril Smith.

On a final note please make the Archbishop and Bishops aware that there need to be independent investigations into my case. One into the million pound whitewash and public crucifying of me that you were part of and which didn't include my side but included illegal actions by dignitaries and tampering with evidence and already inaccurate police records, and one into what happened to me from age 19 to being destroyed on the streets of my home town Winchester in 2010 onwards by Fisher and the Scott-Joynts and their complicit authorities. As yet there has been no investigation into my case, only a million pound whitewash of which you have been part.

There is no excuse for being involved in the destruction of a vulnerable adult while denying her a voice and giving all the voice to her abusers.

sincerely,

JJ/HG  - victim of the million pound Jersey and Winchester cover-up.

Jersey Safeguarding Partnership

Dear Debbie Key,

More than a year ago I made a serious formal complaint about your failed and disgraced safeguarding partnership harassing, bullying and trolling me over your whitewash report, encouraged to troll and bully me by conflicted church member Ian Gorst.

I have not had a proper response.

I have watched as your failed and disgraced safeguarding partnership have been repeatedly slated for their failures, especially by Jersey Care Inquiry, and I have watched while Ian Gorst has spent 35 thousand pounds of tax payers money on learning how to do a fake apology in time for the release of the care inquiry report, how terrible, why wasn't that money used to set up a proper safeguarding regulator in Jersey? What he did was basically the same tactic as the church of england, rather than spending money on helping victims, he uses that money to try to make himself and the States look good, which is despicable.

Gorst is neither a Christian nor an honest man, nor is he a good politician, and he has acted with open bias in my case and at my expense, to prevent impartial investigation and he has made every effort to destroy me through trying to force the release of the openly conflicted Steel whitewash and your whitewash, unfortunately the care inquiry was a waste of money while people like Gorst, who is a sock puppet to the Godless psychopathic dictator Bailhache Brothers remains, those brothers  who themselves would be in prison if they weren't legally trained, and things aren't going to change until the light of integrity is shone on matters like these, and those men are stripped of their undeserved honours and removed, but while your sefeguarding partnership has a track record of being complicit and failing utterly, that looks unlikely.

Remember, none of the high profile abusers or abuser protectors connected with the states of Jersey have yet been held to account or charged, some of them remain in power. Now what is delaying you on acting upon this, or even acting upon Philip Bailhache's open criminal behaviour which neither Ian Gorst nor the church of england have dealt with, and because there is no safeguarding in the Jersey Deanery or indeed in Jersey, no restrictions have been placed on Bailhache, he was promoted to external affairs minister by Gorst immediately after his witnessed and evidenced lawbreaking, and instead of acting, you terrorized and threatened me over your whitwash report. The work of the care inquiry will be wasted unless you change, and unless the States of Jersey changes dramatically.

I remain harmed by your and their abuse of me, and there has been no inquiry into my case or what I experienced, now when will you address this matter?

Graham Tilby whimpered about how he didn't dare to stand up to the massive interconflicted abusive mess of church, states, judiciary and Deanery, and was going to leave me to suffer as well, he also whimpered about how he would 'have to go through Elaine Rose' to deal with you.

Elaine Rose has not at any point had my consent to be involved in my case, she has a formal complaint against her which the cowardly snivelling Tilby refuses to deal with, you need to deal with Rose's misconducts in my case and her and Trevor Willmott's lies and illegal behaviour, because Tilby is afraid for himself if he stands up to any of the lawless and sadistic people involved in my case, and he has excused all of them at my expense and condoned the illegal and abusive harm to me. Tilby's job and position are of no worth, he doesn't safeguard, he doesn't protect victims, he protects abusers and snivels and hides, but you are responsible for any intervention by Elaine Rose, Trevor Wilmott, Justin Welby or anyone else conflicted who has abused their power or broken the law in my case to protect the church, police, states or any wrongdoer. Remember, from start to finish, my consent was never given and never will be. I don't consent to being abused. 

Glenys Johnstone and Stuart Gull were quite open in discrediting me and carrying out a swift whitewash in liaison with John Cameron and Jane Fisher in order to protect all wrongdoers and before even considering token contact with me, and you should, by now, have ensured that those people have been removed from ever working with the vulnerable, especially after Stuart Gull's horrific lie to the press and media that my abuser had no case to answer. Why was the abuser's enhanced CRB marked for what he admitted then? The fact that I wouldn't engage with Jersey police in 2013 after their violence, consistent misconduct and dishonesty from 2008 to 2010 does not mean that the abuser has no case to answer, it means that the police contacting me in 2013 without apology or responsibility for their harm to me was a traumatic misconduct and inexcusable. The abuser did have a case to answer but the police should have taken it seriously in 2008 instead of destroying me for the church.

The trauma that you have caused by forcibly carrying out the whitewash on behalf of these wrongdoers and attempting to force it upon me has not gone away, and never will, but you have yet to issue an apology, a redaction, and proceedings against those who instigated, influenced and attempted to force my agreement to the whitewash report.

What you did last year was effectively an attempt on my life, and was nearly successful, where is the investigation into that?

What is delaying your action, considering the level of trauma to me?

No consent was given by me for the report, for the excusing of the police's very serious harm to me, or any actions to do with that report, especially not the church of england and conflicted States and police members' access to that report or influence of it, considering the way those people behaved towards me and the fact that there has been no investigation into their actions regarding my case.

By now, as a safeguarding partnership, you should have launched investigations and action against the conflicted dignitaries and police and church members, and their abuse of power and the press and media, but as yet, you have done nothing about the harm to me, and have left me suffering and traumatized.

Make sure you respond to the formal complaint made last year, and that you start action for data protection breaches and abuse of power by Elaine Rose, Trevor Willmott, Tim Dakin, Justin Welby, Matthew Price, Jane Fisher, Jackie Rowlands, Stuart Gull, Peter Hancock, John Cameron, Ian Gorst, Philip Bailhache, the police, your safeguarding board, Glenys Johnstone if she isn't already in prison for her multiple crimes in Jersey and Northern Ireland, and all others involved.

You have failed to safeguard me and failed to act upon serious and criminal wrongdoing against me that includes your safeguarding partnership, and you have seriously harmed me, what exactly is the delay in your actions for?

Please don't waste any more of my life on your serious misconduct and harm to me through your whitewash and terrorization of me over your whitewash at the behest of the sadistic church, states and police. Your falsehood report, done for the abusers, the church and police, is as serious a safeguarding failure as possible, and has been part of the very serious misconducts that has destroyed me. It is inexcusable and the damage you have done by acting to protect the interests of the inter-conflicted church, police and states is very serious and far-reaching. It is not at all surprising that the news headlines were that children in Jersey were still at risk.

Until a neutral safeguarding body is created, and those named above and your safeguarding partnership are made accountable, children and the vulnerable will remain at risk.

In this day and age, using a 'serious case review' as a tool to destroy a vulnerable adult for her abusers is a horrific abuse of power, no such report should ever have been created by and influenced by a conflicted safeguarding partnership and conflicted wrongdoers, something like that, a falsehood report treated as fact to cover up for wrongdoers and destroy a victim, should not be allowed to happen, and every single person involved should be dismissed and have their enhanced CRB checks marked.

As yet in the million pound Winchester and Jersey Whitewash, there hasn't been any form of investigation or report into what happened to me in Jersey or before and after, and instead I have endured years of being publicly destroyed, which you failed to stop.

Make sure that there is an independent inquiry into all of this.

You have only ever failed victims, you are not fit for purpose, but what you have done to me is far more serious, and your delay in dealing with it is even more serious, in the meantime Trevor Wilmott's fake safeguarding campaign reached a new low, installing a 'safeguarding rector' another non-neutral cover up person, like sticking a band aid on a gunshot wound, when he has stated to the press and media that he thinks a three year hate and smear campaign against a victim without her experiences being recorded or investigated, constitutes good safeguarding.

sincerely,

JJ/HG - victim of serious misconduct by Jersey safeguarding partnership

A letter send to churches in the Diocese of Winchester and the Police

A letter to the Bishop of Winchester regarding his abuse of me and abuse of power in public office, sent CC the police, who cannot continue to withold action against the Bishop. 22/10/17

Dear Bishop Tim Dakin,

You are aware of my distress at your wrong behaviour, and you are aware of Bob Hill being forced to defend my life with his own, nearly losing his life, and being left severely disabled. As you are aware of this, and of your dishonesty in publicly destroying me, there is no excuse for your silence as I go on suffering. You have a duty of care, and your dishonesty against me publicly has not been resolved. So your silence is inappropriate and an abuse.

In 2013 you launched on me and you launched on the man who had me destroyed. I was street homeless, profoundly traumatized, and without any access to help due to your Diocese having me branded and driven from services that would have helped me. However, the man who destroyed me, who you also launched upon, had money, power, a home paid for by the church, lawyers, powerful friends in government, and all the tools needed to ensure that your attack on us both was turned solely upon me, and I was destroyed publicly for three years by him and his clergy and laity, and by you, as you scapegoated me to cover your misconduct in your public launch against me.

Your scapegoating because you were unwilling to be responsible for your wrongdoing, led to Bob Hill giving up his retirement to fight for me, his integrity and courage earned him 31 years in the MET police with a BEM for his work with the vulnerable, and nearly 20 years in the States, challenging the evil and corrupt men who you enabled to destroy me. 

Your dishonesty and cowardice cost a good man his life, a man who didn't wear frocks and stand in front of an elderly and narrowminded congregation as part of an untruth as you do, but a man who instead lived what Jesus preached and exampled while you treated and treat what Jesus taught and exampled with contempt, indeed what you have done is abuse, and 18 months of you continuing to preach and hold office after what you have done is a very terrible thing in God's eyes. You took my life to protect yourself, and you think you can represent Christ? In order to represent Christ, you have to take responsibility and punishment for what you have knowingly done.

In everyday life, if I am recognized, people repeat the church's hateful public condemnation of me back to me, because my side wasn't recorded to balance things out, each time that happens, I am destroyed and it nearly causes instant suicide, and will cause instant suicide at some point as I am worn down You are responsible, you had me destroyed over the destruction of me already carried out by the church.

What you have done against me is a prolonged act of criminal harm, abuse, harassment. 

Your predecessor, Scott-Joynt had already destroyed me for his failures, having me brutalized, imprisoned, left homeless, slandered to homeless services, my community, friends and family, but he died in denial but without being able to escape the fact that he had done wrong, all the applause for him on earth is worth nothing as his lack of repentance has taken him to hell. 

But you took everything he and the rogue safeguarding director Jane Fisher did to me and used it to publicly destroy me, spewing their side of things into every press and media without redaction, apology or mercy. You ignored my screams of anguish with a coldness that belies your more recent forced pretences of care, and you destroyed everything I tried to build, taking my life, friends, home, work, and most recently my university studies, because I couldn't sustain those things against your harm to me.

During the three years in which you had me publicly destroyed and hid behind your expensive PR firm and lawyers, spewing out discrediting lies about me and my case to protect yourself while I suffered beyond belief, you failed to make sure I had the same voice and PR representation, you had a lone homeless vulnerable adult destroyed, without apology, without redactions or corrections and without her voice being published in her defence, what you did was an ultimate act of cruelty and abuse, on a par with chaining a dog and kicking it in the face relentlessly, and yet the police would have been quicker to take action if you had done that to a dog, than they are being with what you have done to a human being.

The National Safeguarding Team's liaison with you to hush the matter up at my expense and defend your open abuse of me, has severely damaged me and invalidated them, they have reverted to your and their policy of silence to make the victim go away, a national church of england policy, but, it has not made your responsibility or the injustice go away. They should all have left their positions for aiding you in your attempt on my life and the cover-ups as well as behaving as they have, and putting a vulnerable life in danger and condoning your abuse. But you remain unrepentant, unpunished, and most importantly, liable.

Your silence will never make this matter go away, what it will do will make people ask why you were silent as I suffered, when your liability is obvious, and why you went on officiating without a conscience.

You remain obliged, if you are to go on officiating, to provide equivalent money and resources for my side of things to be heard in the press and media on the same level as you allowed my abusers and their supporters to be upheld in the press and media for three years. You are also obliged to remove the Korris report from online, state my views on it and offer a public apology and redaction, you haven't done so, and your fake apologies for the benefit of your back-covering press releases don't count.

You need to show integrity in explaining that your public whipping of me stemmed from the cover up of your rogue safeguarding officer who destroyed me to protect the church, while she was also a reader in your diocese, and although her wrongdoing was open, you ignored my complaints against her and didn't publicly flog her or anyone else who had harmed me, I alone was publicly horsewhipped for the church's crimes, on top of the church's cruel and remorseless destruction of me which the Korris report was created and shared internationally to cover up for and permanently shame and silence me.

I gather you were banking on my suicide in the first year, 2013, so that you could unchallenged destroy me in  death, it hasn't worked out, although I am living death, and I want justice before I die, and I hold you solely responsible for the whole matter. 

I want your resignation and I want police action against you. And I don't care that the church's vast interconflicted power and fear of the church has meant that the police and all other agencies and bodies have refused to act upon your harm to me so far, you have taken my life and left me living death, and you go and stand in church and try to preach about Jesus, when no risk assessment has been done on you for your callous severely destructive harm to me. You have shown such disregard for my life and wellbeing, despite all your incredibly hypocritical pretences, that, as I told the University of Winchester, no matter what their bias in favour of the church is, you pose a safeguarding risk to vulnerable students.

You also pose a risk to the vulnerable in any church-related organization, and children in schools, one of the reasons that offending by clergy is so prolific is that the church don't safeguard, and no organization dares to stand up to the church, and all of you abusive clergy can access the vulnerable easily through church-linked organizations, and that will continue until the church are regulated to prevent lawless interconfliction and clergy use of institutions for the vulnerable as unpaid brothels. What you have done to me is on a par with any clergyman abusing a vulnerable adult in those settings, no worse, most don't boast about their abuse in the press and media as you did while you abused me.

Your more recent safeguarding officer, Jackie Rowlands has exampled how nothing has changed in safeguarding since rogue safeguarding officer Jane Fisher, who destroyed me, left quietly without being subject to any embarassment for her conduct, think of that in the context of the way you destroyed me, Fisher broke the law with impunity to drive and hound me even after she had made me homeless, her actions would have driven most to suicide, just as yours would. You tried to ignore the complaint against her and allowed her to go on being harmfully involved against me in your destruction of me, until she quietly left, no defamation of her in the press as there was with me, nor too, was the real reason Bob Key left his position advertised, he was also lauded and upheld, not even held to account by the press and media who you destroyed me with.

Jackie Rowlands has tried to ignore my disclosure of abuse against you, tried to do as your staff and the national safeguarding team do to me and other victims, put the phone down and ignore emails. Safeguarding who? Well, the wrongdoers in the church, as ever. Jackie Rowlands in blocking me and upholding you, has, the same as the national safeguarding team, failed in her position, harmed a vulnerable adult and declared herself unfit to work with the vulnerable as she protects abusers.

On the subject, the police need to ask about your most recent police attack by the way. More questions about who set it up, and at what time, because your police attack was an act of harassment, based on dishonesty, you lied to the police, again, and on top of your police attack last year, leaving me homeless for the second time in a year, needs to be looked at very closely, the church do not have the right to be above the law or use the police for their own service, and you have lied to the police in order to entrap me to suit yourselves. You have used the police against me with impunity, adding to your destruction beyond anything a human being can cope with, and yet, they have so far, jumped at your orders and failed to investigate you or charge you with abuse. And they must now do so.

The damage that you and every complicit agency or authority have done in abuse, allowing abuse, branding me, and not stopping harm to me, is so severe and so compounded that there is no recovery, hope or future for me. Your dishonesty-based attempt to tell the police that I would self harm is absolutely ludicrous and hypocritical considering the callous way you have taken my life, left me living death and destroyed everything I built up.

Your safeguarding officer, Jackie Rowlings has been obliged to investigate and take action, and she hasn't done so. It is time for her to leave for a more suitable position that does not involve the lives and safety of the vulnerable, and it is time for you to stop hiding behind the other  criminal wrongdoers such as the Archbishop and the Bishop of Bath and Wells or your lawyers or PR firms or 'advisors', what you have done is wrong, criminally so, and it hasn't gone away and it won't go away, it is time for you to do the decent thing, make sure my side is heard, resign from ordained positions - the church are obliged to remove you but haven't - and make sure the police hear the full story of your abuse of me.

While I wait for justice and you to take responsibility, I suffer, and you know I suffer, and you know that you are responsible. And yet you have continued to officiate at services, and even show off in the press, with that silly posed picture of yourself. Narcissism and psychopathy are not pretty qualities and do not look good posed in the press.

Please don't keep me living death. Ultimately, as I have said to you, the best thing for me will be my death, because my soul is destroyed beyond healing, and if only the police had done their job and restrained you and your clergy and laity in 2013, I could still have lived, damaged forever, but I could have rebuilt, I know that because I went on trying, building, even as you destroyed me, but you kept on and on taking my life away, until it got too late.

You repeatedly made it impossible for me to continue therapy, I invested time, money and trust in that therapy, and to see it broken because of your agenda in destroying me and covering up for the church's wrongdoing was catastrophic.

Are you aware, as the police should be, that I intend to go to Dignitas because your three year abuse of me took my life beyond healing? And are you also aware that suicide is legal in the UK, as long as it isn't assisted? This being the case, why did you and Jackie and Jane and Graham act dishonestly over claiming I was harming myself? The police need to know times, who was involved, and why. Self-harm of any kind is not illegal, abuse is, and you have abused me. You destroyed me, now why didn't the police call on you to arrest you for assisted suicide when your attempt on my life 18 months ago should have killed me.

Now, the police must act. And bring this horror story to an end. The police have been told very clearly to stop harassing me for you, they have been told the consequences, and they have been told to deal with you. Your silence regarding your harm to me, and your persistent use of the police against me illegally and without question, is to be investigated. If you and the police continue to make me out to be nuts to excuse you, what about your psychopathy that took my life? Your turn to be beaten and imprisoned.

I sit here and suffer, and you really couldn't care less. Your silence says so, and yet you can attack me with the police in pretence of care. Enough is enough, and I have told the police so. The Church of England have harmed me since I was 19 years old, I had 17 years of the worst childhood possible, and then an adulthood of the church destroying me for their crimes. I don't want to live, I can't live, with what you have done to me, your blame and condemnation of me through whitewash reports and lies and press and media smears.

Do you really not comprehend what you have done, and do you really intend to continue officiating without bringing any justice to my case? You have had me publicly smeared, discredited and destroyed, for no apparent reason at all except to protect wrongdoers, and why was that necessary? I was already effectively destroyed, branded, silenced, and left homeless to die? The point of violently re-punishing me publicly escapes me, but it is abuse, it is a criminal offence. The fact that the national safeguarding team and Jackie Rowlands uphold you and have harmed me further and without mercy says that they uphold abuse, are a danger to the vulnerable and are without morals or conscience.

Make sure you answer me, and the police must contact you and start to deal with this now. Every day that goes by without justice and with me smeared and branded and a fugitive is a day that you are an abuser who hasn't been brought to justice, and a day that I scream in anguish and wait for living death to become death.

The whole 17 years of church of england harm to me, especially the million pound three year reign of hatred that you led against me, has yet to be investigated, and as you are the lead attacker and abuser, who gave every wrongdoer a voice against me in the press and media, how about you provide the same money and press and media for me to answer that attack for three years, and I will do to you and the people who you enabled to hate and smear me, what you have done to me, but what would be the difference? You all have homes, families, money, lawyers, stability and a foundation, I had nothing, you took my family, friends and community in your hatred, and I had nothing else, and what little I built, you took, you have taken my access to medical help, therapy, support of any kind. Living condemned utterly and without access to help, a fugitive, living dead, is no life.

Your victim,

JJ 

Produced by other brave survivors who see what I see in the Church's deceit and cover-up

A few letters from the Premier Blitz Weekend/ #synod

07/07/2017  To the Bishop of Winchester, CC Safeguarding Director Jackie Rowlands, the National Safeguarding Team , the Archbishop of Canterbury and Hampshire Constabulary

Dear Bishop Tim Dakin,

I am writing to remind you that you have left me publicly destroyed from a three year smear campaign that ended last year with you publicly destroying and discrediting me but failing to tell the general public the reason you had to discredit me, that I had take  you to court over the conflicted whitewash attack on me created by the conflicted Dame Heather Steel.

The depth of illegal activity and misconduct that you and your associated clergy and laity have committed is serious, severe, no other organization except the lawless church of england would get away with such atrocities and not be closed down with multiple arrests. And what really concerns me is that the church are behaving in this illegal and dangerous way at the same time as running schools and having charge of little children. I am sure that you can appreciate how severe the safeguarding risk is.

I would also like to point out that getting your staff or safeguarding director to put the phone down on me when I phone to remind you that this matter isn't resolved and I am suffering is not making the matter go away. Although I do understand from recent articles by other survivors that this is now church of england policy right up to the National Safeguarding Team who are doing the same to survivors, as you may have seen from my blog and Mark's blog where these articles and interviews by survivors are printed.

There needs to be a report into what I have suffered in the Diocese of Winchester from 2001 onwards and also a very serious report into the harm against me that you have led since 2013. This is also a complaint that you are still not safeguarding and have a collusive safeguarding director who thinks that putting the phone down on me and ignoring my emailed and written complaints will make them go away. Nothing will make this go away, it just makes your staff and safeguarding director guilty of cover-up and aiding and abbetting your crimes.

 I may die as Peter Ball's victim did, but hopefully in an arranged suicide at Dignitas, but what I have said as you destroyed me and since you destroyed me will never go away, no matter how much of congregants money you fraudulently use on PR or lawyers, and no matter how much you instruct your staff and they obey, to block me, ignore me or put the phone down on me - what that equates to is you trying to make the reality of your wrongdoing go away. Peter Ball was protected by George Carey just as you have been protected by Justin Welby. Anyone involved is guilty and putting the phone down so that what I say isn't heard is not making it go away.

Justin Welby and John Sentamu are extremely guilty for protecting you and allowing your unchecked harm to continue, as is every person I have contacted who are afraid to act against the Church. But that doesn't make the harm go away, those men who have protected you are as guilty as you, for allowing you, indeed in Justin Welby's case, aiding you in unhealably destroying me and almost causing my suicide.

Sincerely, your victim, JJ#

07/07/2017

Dear Archbishop John Sentamu,

I wrote to you a few years ago regarding the way I was being destroyed by the Bishop of Winchester.

Unfortunately, dissapointingly, you failed completely in your duty of care and in safeguarding me and allowed the Bishop to go right on destroying me, with the support and assistance of the Archbishop of Canterbury, and I was nearly killed as a result and have been left utterly destroyed, suffering anguish and trauma and in severe distress. I have no support or help due to the abuses of power, and I would like you to take responsibility for your failings.

I enclose  5 reports and 2 books relating to my case, and they are only part of the story, I live in poverty, I can't afford to send you any more at the moment. If the parcel has been opened by your staff and the books are missing, you must retrieve them as eventually this matter will be investigated and you can't plead ignorance.

The reports are HG Jersey Safeguarding Report, Very Cuttings, The Hill Report, The Fisher Report, Safeguarding Team Audit, and the books are The Rogue to Canterbury and Destruction. This is also a formal complaint about DR Daphne Green, your disgraced Safeguarding Director. It doesn't matter what status or title a church safeguarding officer is, if they degrade and rubbish victims and do not act, and in my case she has rubbished me and failed to act, so you need to deal with her.

When I rang your offices a few years ago, Daphne was initially friendly but demanded the gory details of the abuse rather than addressing the real issue of the massive safeguarding failure, she was lecherous and lavscious and not bothered about leaving me in tears, maybe she is in the job for the purpose of sexual need rather than safeguarding.

But then she was 'advised' about me, through the church's internal slander and self-protection machine, and she rubbished me. At the time I was in collapse over the November 2015 attack on me over the Steel report, which led to Bob Hill's collapse, and Daphne Green's behaviour to me and denial, and claim that you had done everything you could about the Bishop of Winchester was inappropriate and insulting, that was the end of her career in safeguarding or would have been if the church was any normal and ethical organization.

Neither you nor Daphne Green dealt with the Bishop, you left me suffering and being destroyed, and that is evidenced, so this is a formal complaint. Would you please kindly do your duty regarding this matter, and it is your duty, as the Archbishop of Canterbury is a rudderless noise machine and the matter was referred to you as he has no capability whatseoever to address any serious matters or hold the church accountable, you took the matter but failed to act, and the damage to me as a result is your responsibility and now, belatedly, you must do something about it as well as replacing your disgraced safeguarding officer who thinks slandering and believing slander is an alternative to safeguarding.

No lessons have been learned from the Peter Ball case, his victims were slandered and discredited and one of them is dead, I also nearly died, slandered and shamed, but now you must act.

JJ/HG - victim of the million pound Winchester and Jersey cover-up

I need to share this with you urgently

As well as schools, this is what the Church of England's fake safeguarding campaign is all about!

I knew this, but no proper response is being made by Ecclesiastical.

Have a read of this link below, it is vital, thanks Cathy.

https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/2017/07/08/sea-of-complicity-blog-on-abuse-by-the-church-of-england/

#synod A letter to Peter Hancock regarding Peter Ball and Safeguarding

A letter to Bishop Peter Hancock Regarding his unsuitability as Safeguarding Representative for the Church of England while he has upheld and employed a criminal abuser

Dear Peter Hancock,

When I saw you using the Peter Ball case to preen yourself and masturbate your ego in public, I had no idea that you had taken over from Paul Butler in the public preening and misleading over safeguarding position, and when I found out, I was horrified, because there has been no justice in my case, and you have been part of the injustice, in employing the man who had me destroyed for his abuser friend.

You employed Bob Key according to these articles below, and there was this disgusting show for a man who has committed very serious and criminal wrongs which destroyed a lone vulnerable adult while he was supported and upheld in this both by the Church of England and the States of Jersey. Up to a million pounds is estimated to have been spent on the whitewash reports that ignored his victim's story. And as yet the injustice remains, and as his victim, I am suffering beyond relief. A man who destroyed a vulnerable adult for his abuser friend cannot be involved in evangelism as he is a risk to the vulnerable as well as not being a servant of Christ, he can't bring anyone to a God who he hates and has contempt for, and no-one who upholds such a man is a servant of Christ.

The man who destroyed me, was moved to evangelism positions where he will pose a risk to the vulnerable. And Peter Hancock, the new 'safeguarding' stuntman for the church of England has arranged this.

I hope that Moira Gibb will accordingly redact her claim that there has been improvement since the Peter Ball matter, because nothing whatsoever has changed.

http://jerseyeveningpost.com/ news/2016/12/13/dean-is-to- step-down-in-february/

Mr Key will be working with cathedrals and larger churches in the UK as part of a national prayer initiative called Thy Kingdom Come 2017.

He has also accepted an invitation from the Bishop of Bath and Wells to be part of the team taking forward that diocese’s new strategy for ‘mission and evangelism’.

http://www.itv.com/news/ channel/update/2016-12-13/ dean-of-jersey-to-leave-the- island-in-february/

While I’m sorry that Bob and Daphne will be leaving our immediate fellowship, I’m delighted that his particular gifts in evangelism will continue to be available both in the wider life of our Church in the UK and within the Diocese of Bath & Wells

- “Tricky” Trevor

http://www.bailiwickexpress. com/jsy/news/dean-step-down/#. WV_uZYQrLow

States Members were informed this week that he will be taking up a new role with the ‘Archbishops’ Evangelism Task Group’, as part of a national initiative called “Thy Kingdom Come 2017.”

He’ll also be working with the Bishop of Bath and Wells on a “…new strategy for mission and evangelism.”

As safeguarding representative as well as employing this remorseless wrongdoer, you are extremely conflicted as well as unsuitable for your post, and while my case remains needing investigation, it would appear that you are going to actively stand in the way of that, as you employ and uphold the wrongoer, who poses a risk to the vulnerable, in an evangelism position where he will be a risk to the vulnerable. 

You aren't a suitable safeguarding representative as you are part of the circle who protect abusers and collude to protect the church and make sure that they aren't held accountable. Nothing has changed since Peter Ball was protected by George Carey, the same has happened over again in my case, but this time you and the Church do a shiny, empty show for the press regarding safeguarding, with no genuine intention or effort to either safeguard, or bring justice to victims.

Your and Justin Welby's protection of Bob Key and Tim Dakin and their wrongs may not be seen to be on the same serious scale of George Carey protecting Peter Ball, but it is exactly the same sort of thing, you have upheld a wrongdoer and destroyed a victim to the point of suicide. No lessons have been learned and nothing has changed, except the fake safeguarding campaign that wasn't around in Ball and Carey's day, which you and Welby and others now run.

 I understand from other victims and support groups that Paul Butler stepped down because he was as unsuitable as you for representing safeguarding and he knew it and too many others knew it, certainly his involvement in my case when he was conflicted, as you are, was inappropriate, and no Bishop can represent safeguarding, as they are, especially the corrupt core connected to the Winchester Diocese, as you and Butler are, can represent safeguarding, as they continue to have a systemic safeguarding problem.

A man who upholds a criminal abuser such as Bob Key, cannot claim to represent safeguarding. An estimated million pounds was the end total spent on lawyers and PR over the Bob Key matter, and what was that money used for? Protecting the Church's image, protecting Bob Key, Justin Welby and Tim Dakin, for their wrongdoing and dishonesty and harm to me. And what money was provided to me for equal representation over the three years that the church publicly destroyed and smeared me while claiming to care about safeguarding? Nothing, and they nearly killed me. Do you remember Paul Butler masturbating his ego over Ball's dead victim? Disgusting, but in my case, the church would have slandered me in death as they did in life.

I remain destroyed, while you employ the man who with the help of police, States and others, destroyed me, and if you don't see the problem, of employing the wrongdoer in an unresolved abuse case while you act as safeguarding representative, then there is something wrong with you, and this is not excused by the way the church have branded me as mad, bad or criminal, because that is how the church have systemically treated victims, no lessons learned, for many years. They branded Eli Ward as schitzophrenic, and former Faith Minister Eric Pickles tried to protect the church by telling Theresa Cooper that her problem was her medication.

I suffer night and day as a result of the horrific damage to me by the Church of England since I was 19, and it is at a point where there can never be justice or relief, the suffering has become my life and is not removable. Being abused repeatedly, being treated appallingly by police and NHS as a result, being publicly and utterly destroyed by the church of england, and enduring the complete refusal of the National Safeguarding Team to act on the open and lawless behaviour of the church, is too much to live with, and all of that on top of the background that I came from to end up vulnerable and abused in the church.

Most people would not survive this long with this suffering. And even if and when I do get the final signature for Dignitas, the Church remain responsible and aware of their serious and systemic failures in my case. And because no-one in my case will be convicted, because the police chose to punish me for reporting old boys with mason, magistrate and other connections, no-one ever will, and thus the Church will refuse to act upon their horrific cover-up of my case and damage to me, because apparently you need a conviction like in the Peter Ball case before you act, even if you have denied the victims so much that one of them ends up dead before they see justice and their abuser removed from church cases.

As you are conflicted and openly supporting wrongdoers, not least Bob and Daphne Key, and have shown neither interest in my side of things nor interest in good safeguarding in removing them from positions where they can harm the vulnerable, you are not suitable as safeguarding representative for the church, and you also need to make sure my case is investigated by a non-conflicted person and agency, which is what I have been asking for quite some time, but the National Safeguarding Team and the Winchester Diocesan Safeguarding representative have been advised to ignore me and put the phone down on me, thankfully I understand that this isn't just me that they do this to, you will have seen several articles published by survivors about this ongoing bad attitude to safegaurding by the Church. Including these:

http://jerseytoday.blogspot.co.uk/2017/06/shades-of-things-about-to-come.html

http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/2017/06/all-sounds-familiar-in-text-box.html#.WWB5wITyvcc#

It would be best if the Church want to continue creating their false illusion of safeguarding, that you step down as official peacock and jester when church abuse is discovered by the press and media, as you are no more suitable than Butler, and before you go, make sure that something is done about the atrocious way that victims are being treated and the your horrifying conflict of interests in the unresolved Jersey and Winchester matter, as although I do not want to live, I want to make sure the duplicity and injustice that you are now the prime figure in, is exposed forever no matter if I die branded, shamed and destroyed while the church condemn me and uphold my abusers.

sincerely,

JJ/HG

- victim of the horrific million pound Jersey and Winchester whitewash and decades of abuse and cover-up and lack of safeguarding in the Church of England