Everything that happened in my childhood was too much for me,
trying to learn to live in the real world and ending up abused again was too much for me,
Jersey was far far too much for me,
what happened since Jersey was too much for me,
and the last 16 months have been too much for me,
and it isn't over,
how much longer can I go on holding onto this shattered life and soul?
When will I be free from the diocese and able to seek help and try to patch my wounds?
My anger and lashing out,
is because I need to be free and safe and get help and I am too hurt to cope with everythin