The fractured story of a survivor of abuse and cover up in the Diocese of Winchester, by a survivor who is too traumatized and ashamed to share her story, but has been forced to fight to be heard.
Sunday, 26 March 2017
St John’s mourns for honorary church warden Sir Jimmy Savile Sir Jimmy Savile (pictured) visiting St John's church, Cragg Vale, to catch up with old friends and assist in fundraising for the church 11:40Tuesday 01 November 2011 0 HAVE YOUR SAY CALDERDALE was mourning the loss of broadcasting legend Sir Jimmy Savile on what would have been his 85th birthday yesterday. The Jim’ll Fix It icon, famed for his eccentric dress sense and huge cigars, was found dead at his home in Roundhay, Leeds, on Saturday. The late Sir Jimmy Savile was an honourary warden at St John's church, Cragg Vale, which he raised thousands of pounds for over the years. He is pictured outside the church on September 28, 1991. The broadcasting legend was found dead at his home in Leeds on Saturday October 29, two days before what would have been his 85th birthday Sir Jimmy, a devoted supporter of good causes, was an honorary warden at St John’s Church in Cragg Vale, which he raised thousands of pounds for over the years. The Rev James Allison said he had attended a service there as recently as six months ago and would talk proudly of his honourary role. “He never announced he was coming, I would just look up and there he’d be in all his glory, usually wearing a shellsuit and everything,” he said. “He was lovely – a really nice man. We are very sad to have lost him. He was a good friend of the church.” Sir Jimmy began fund-raising there in 1967 when his friend, the Rev David Bennett, enlisted his help to raise £8,000 for a new vicarage. The veteran presenter returned regularly to lead 10-mile sponsored walks in aid of the church and other good causes in Calderdale until the late 1970s. His lengthy TV career had its roots in Calderdale, with one of his first stints on screen in the 1947 film A Boy, A Girl And A Bike, about a fictional cycling club based in Hebden Bridge. Sir Jimmy, then a racing cyclist with Leeds Olympic Club, appeared as an extra alongside members of Halifax Road Racing Club. Derek Browne, honorary president of the Halifax club, said: “This was possibly his first taste of being involved in showbusiness.” After riding in the first Tour of Britain in 1951, he became a race commentator – the launchpad for his broadcasting career. “I think that gave him a feel for it,” said Mr Browne. “He really could hold an audience captivated. “He was a one-off. He could talk the hind leg off a donkey.” In 1958, Sir Jimmy became a DJ on pirate radio station Radio Luxembourg, where he made his name. He later became one of the first DJs on BBC Radio 1 and launched Top of the Pops in 1964. He will be best remembered for making hundreds of people’s dreams come true on Jim’ll Fix It, which ran from 1975 to 1994. Among them was Queensbury woman Sharon Sadofski, who met her hero Les Mc-Keown on the BBC1 show. Sir Jimmy fixed it for her to meet the Bay City Rollers singer at a TV studio in London, where he performed a medley of hits for her. Mrs Sadofski, 47, said: “I shed a tear for Jimmy when I heard. “It’s so sad. He was a lovely man. He was so nice and he did a marvellous thing for me.”
Read more at: http://www.halifaxcourier.co.uk/news/st-john-s-mourns-for-honorary-church-warden-sir-jimmy-savile-1-3925067
Read more at: http://www.halifaxcourier.co.uk/news/st-john-s-mourns-for-honorary-church-warden-sir-jimmy-savile-1-3925067
Wednesday, 22 March 2017
Bishop of Winchester
18/02/2017
Dear
Bishop Dakin,
I
enclose copies of another safeguarding complaint.
I know
you don't care about safeguarding. I have barely survived your million pound
best effort to kill me, and I won't go on surviving it forever, no human being
could, especially not one as destroyed as I already was when you launched on me
and destroyed me publicly for years.
Your
Diocese is best known for lies, safeguarding failures, corruption, abuse of
power, homophobia and abuse, but nonetheless, you are responsible for the
million pound cover-up and you must now take responsibility for yourself and
your friends Gladwin and Bursell and Steel, you have openly upheld very serious
wrongdoing and abuse and have upheld abusers and destroyed their victim, so it
is time for you and your friends Bursell and Gladwin to shred their
power-abusive lies, corrupted further by a report that you shouldn't have
allowed to continue when you were made aware of the serious conflicts of
interests, the Steel report.
Where
is my copy of the Steel report? It can't be used in any publication unless I
agree to the content, and to illegally defame me behind my back without giving
me a right of reply is evil as well as illegal and dishonest, and to have
allowed Steel to continue when she was known to be conflicted was heinous, that
wasn't a report into anything, it was an open character assassination, and the
outcome is that I have been publicly destroyed while ALL wrongdoers remain in
positions where they are a safeguarding danger, unpunished.
The
Dean of Jersey as he openly flaunts your clearing of him in the papers this
weekend, will be raising a glass to you, but why exactly did you destroy me for
him? He had already triumphed utterly in destroying me, why exactly did you
need to destroy me publicly for him for four years again?!
It is
incredible that even as you publicly destroyed me and upheld the criminal lies
of Dame Steel and her Deanery-Judiciary colleagues in Jersey, you were
pretending that YOU stopped the Steel report. And if the Church of England
wasn't corrupt and rotten through and through, you would have been removed for
that and for spending thousands on a professional liar company
Luther-Pendragon, to protect you from the consequences of your own wrongdoing.
You
may well kill me yet, you probably will, a human being cannot withstand what
you have inflicted on me for no apparent reason, but as long as I die having
got the wheels in motion to stop the Church of England from having limitless
power and abuse of power to destroy victims and cover up and lie about
safeguarding as they still are doing, my life won't be wasted, I may prevent
another victim from being killed by you godless, evil, corrupt lying
cut-throats who use God's Name in vain as you carry out your evil and excuse
yourselves.
Please
remember that I have asked you to resign, and you would have to be insane to go
on excusing yourself and staying at Wolvsley and claiming to represent God
while I suffer and go to my death suffering intolerably.
Your
Luther_Pendragon, your firm of professional liars, got you to spout lies about
being called to help the lost, last and least while you destroyed me. Do you
know the parable of the Good Shepherd? One person driven from God by 99 evil
liars such as yourself and your colleague is worth more than all of you, and it
is unspeakable arrogance that you called me lost last and least having
destroyed me on the lies of Jane Fisher and other lying criminals in the Church
of England.
Please
make sure my case is referred for proper independent investigation, not only
the abuse and cover up from age 19 to 2011, culminating in Fisher and
Scott-Joynt destroying me, but also the million pound whitewash and
constructive murder of me, led by you from 2013 to the present day.
Please
make sure that there is a press and media redaction of your and Welby's slurs
against me and upholding the Dean of Jersey, because you haven't carried out a
fair and impartial investigation which includes me, you have carried out a
million pound farce, and apparently you are hiding behind Luther-Pendragon
again and leaving lies about my case on your Diocesan Safeguarding Website
while lying to the general public, when I have warned you I will take action
against you for that.
Sincerely,
HG/JJ
- Your attempted murder victim.
Jane Fisher, Bailhache to Ashenden, Ould and the rest of them
Most people would commit suicide under the way that the I have been smeared and destroyed.
Tuesday, 14 March 2017
The Bishop of Bath and Wells...
He's a busy man...
Keeping depravity in the Church.
Have a read....http://allblackadderscripts.blogspot.co.uk/2012/12/blackadder-ii-episode-4-money.html
Keeping depravity in the Church.
Have a read....http://allblackadderscripts.blogspot.co.uk/2012/12/blackadder-ii-episode-4-money.html
Sunday, 5 March 2017
A Short Prayer
Dear Lord and Father,
As I watch the blogs statting up again this evening I wonder what evil the Church of England have inflicted now or what evil they are inflicting, to cause the blogs to stat, including stats from Bath and Wells, who have announced themselves as renouncing You, Lord.
I pray that the evil and harm to me by the Church of England falls back upon them and that they can harm me no longer. I pray in Your Name, Lord Jesus, that the Church of England face punishment at least as catastrophic as the harm that they have inflicted on me. I pray to be free from the Church of England to crawl to my grave in relative peace. In Jesus' Name, amen
As I watch the blogs statting up again this evening I wonder what evil the Church of England have inflicted now or what evil they are inflicting, to cause the blogs to stat, including stats from Bath and Wells, who have announced themselves as renouncing You, Lord.
I pray that the evil and harm to me by the Church of England falls back upon them and that they can harm me no longer. I pray in Your Name, Lord Jesus, that the Church of England face punishment at least as catastrophic as the harm that they have inflicted on me. I pray to be free from the Church of England to crawl to my grave in relative peace. In Jesus' Name, amen
Tuesday, 28 February 2017
A toast
'And our dear Channel Islands are to be freed today...' Winston Churchill May 8th 1946.
'And out Queer Channel Islands are to be freed today...' JJ. Nortyperson February 28th 2017.
Here's to the Queer Old Dean!
'And out Queer Channel Islands are to be freed today...' JJ. Nortyperson February 28th 2017.
Here's to the Queer Old Dean!
Friday, 24 February 2017
Tuesday, 7 February 2017
Monday, 6 February 2017
Saturday, 4 February 2017
Caroline Venables
04/02/2017
Formal Letter to Caroline Venables.
Dear Caroline Venables,
Please excuse my rudeness and distress, or don't if you don't want to. On Thursday you tried to phone me, the first time my abusers at Lambeth Palace have ever tried to phone me. And at a time of very deep distress due to the Archbishop's repeated use of abuse to glorify himself and the Church of England when he has been asked enough times not to behave like that.
There is nothing that the Church can say to me, and phoning me when I am being re-abused by the man who publicly destroyed me, Justin Welby, is not a good idea.
Jane Dodds and Graham Tilby, followed by Moira Murray, injured me as much as they could in their dismissal of my anguish and their efforts to excuse themselves for allowing, aiding and abetting the massive public destruction of me by Welby and Dakin and the press. There is nothing you can say to me. However, you do have a duty of care and a duty to take action.
Nearly a year has gone by since Dakin and Welby publicly destroyed me after three years of severe harm, and you haven't made a press redaction, you haven't removed them for their harassment of me, you haven't done anything. So you have no right to phone me. Phone back when every wrongdoer is dealt with and not before, and by wrongdoer, you have to include yourself and your safeguarding team.
I do not know why you phoned me but let me guess:
• You want to silence me, my speaking up is a nuisance. I will not be silenced until you kill me, and the more damage you do, the more I will scream.
• You want to excuse the Church. Well what's new? Get Tilby to do that, he is a great liar, very believable, unlike Dodds. The two of them telling me different things would have been a comedy if their collusion in destroying me wasn't so evil.
• You want to warn me that you are trying to release any of the whitewashes or want my consent, agreement or co-operation. No. If you even try, I will destroy the Church of England outright. Shred the vile evil lies and stop harassing me. What you have done to me is contemptible.
• You want to pretend to care? Get stuffed, how many times?!
• You have been prompted to contact me by an outside agency or church or individual who has heard some of my story, you will now go back to them with a whine about trying to contact me but I screamed at you. I did. I will scream at you some more if you like. It releases some of years and years of anguish and anger at being destroyed over and over. Tell the agency to read my blog, I will post this letter on it.
I don't know you and I don't want to, you are part of the organization who destroyed me and upheld my abusers. You have a duty of care, especially as you claim (albeit falsely) to be to do with safeguarding.
So you will ensure that the upcoming press and media attack on behalf of the criminal you uphold, the Dean of Jersey, is forestalled, and you will make sure Gladwin retires properly and shreds the lies he has created in collusion with Steel and the Deanery of Jersey.
If I am further harmed, this letter will be available and you will be held liable.
Now go back to that snivelling corrupt coward Welby and make sure he hears this letter in no uncertain terms before he resigns. If he continues to shout and rant and lie in the press and media because of his desparation not to be exposed for his own crimes, his fall is going to be much harder.
Don't call me HG when you contact me. You named me as a spit of contempt and I now own the name. You call me JJ as asked previously.
When the press lies kick off or I have contact from the Church of England or press or media, it affects my work and studies, I am close to having to quit university and I end up starving and in danger of homelessness if you destroy my work through these matters. My whole life, relationships and tenancies are affected by the Church's harm of me.
HG/JJ
Formal Letter to Caroline Venables.
Dear Caroline Venables,
Please excuse my rudeness and distress, or don't if you don't want to. On Thursday you tried to phone me, the first time my abusers at Lambeth Palace have ever tried to phone me. And at a time of very deep distress due to the Archbishop's repeated use of abuse to glorify himself and the Church of England when he has been asked enough times not to behave like that.
There is nothing that the Church can say to me, and phoning me when I am being re-abused by the man who publicly destroyed me, Justin Welby, is not a good idea.
Jane Dodds and Graham Tilby, followed by Moira Murray, injured me as much as they could in their dismissal of my anguish and their efforts to excuse themselves for allowing, aiding and abetting the massive public destruction of me by Welby and Dakin and the press. There is nothing you can say to me. However, you do have a duty of care and a duty to take action.
Nearly a year has gone by since Dakin and Welby publicly destroyed me after three years of severe harm, and you haven't made a press redaction, you haven't removed them for their harassment of me, you haven't done anything. So you have no right to phone me. Phone back when every wrongdoer is dealt with and not before, and by wrongdoer, you have to include yourself and your safeguarding team.
I do not know why you phoned me but let me guess:
• You want to silence me, my speaking up is a nuisance. I will not be silenced until you kill me, and the more damage you do, the more I will scream.
• You want to excuse the Church. Well what's new? Get Tilby to do that, he is a great liar, very believable, unlike Dodds. The two of them telling me different things would have been a comedy if their collusion in destroying me wasn't so evil.
• You want to warn me that you are trying to release any of the whitewashes or want my consent, agreement or co-operation. No. If you even try, I will destroy the Church of England outright. Shred the vile evil lies and stop harassing me. What you have done to me is contemptible.
• You want to pretend to care? Get stuffed, how many times?!
• You have been prompted to contact me by an outside agency or church or individual who has heard some of my story, you will now go back to them with a whine about trying to contact me but I screamed at you. I did. I will scream at you some more if you like. It releases some of years and years of anguish and anger at being destroyed over and over. Tell the agency to read my blog, I will post this letter on it.
I don't know you and I don't want to, you are part of the organization who destroyed me and upheld my abusers. You have a duty of care, especially as you claim (albeit falsely) to be to do with safeguarding.
So you will ensure that the upcoming press and media attack on behalf of the criminal you uphold, the Dean of Jersey, is forestalled, and you will make sure Gladwin retires properly and shreds the lies he has created in collusion with Steel and the Deanery of Jersey.
If I am further harmed, this letter will be available and you will be held liable.
Now go back to that snivelling corrupt coward Welby and make sure he hears this letter in no uncertain terms before he resigns. If he continues to shout and rant and lie in the press and media because of his desparation not to be exposed for his own crimes, his fall is going to be much harder.
Don't call me HG when you contact me. You named me as a spit of contempt and I now own the name. You call me JJ as asked previously.
When the press lies kick off or I have contact from the Church of England or press or media, it affects my work and studies, I am close to having to quit university and I end up starving and in danger of homelessness if you destroy my work through these matters. My whole life, relationships and tenancies are affected by the Church's harm of me.
HG/JJ
Thursday, 2 February 2017
The prayers from my new book 'Destruction'
I pray that each and every individual involved in harming me, clergy, laity and support services, have the grace to take responsibility for harming me and bow out of life where they have contact with other vulnerable adults who they may harm but who may not gain a voice through writing as I have. In the Name of Jesus. Amen
I pray that under a new Archbishop, and very soon, the Church turn from their narcissism and power-abusive control of the press and authorities and grant a full, independent and impartial investigation into my case, from the abuse that started when I was in my late teens and early 20s to the horrific cover-ups, press and media smears and million pound whitewash of more recent years.
In the Name of Jesus. Amen
I pray for all the people involved in harming me. I pray that they repent and learn to have a conscience. I thank You Lord that though I am shattered, destroyed, branded for life and dying, that I am not one of the people who have harmed me, for all their stability and good things in life and assurance of meals and a roof over their heads. I would rather be me and be destitute and alone.
In the Name of Jesus. Amen
Lord help and protect other victims who are voiceless in the face of the Church's Evil. I have only a small voice in my writing, but they have no voice, I speak for them.
In the Name of Jesus. Amen
Lord please forgive me whatever perceived evil that the Church and my old community hold against me to death, that they think I am worse than them in their unchristian condemnation of me and all their acts of evil and deceit in my case, although I carry all my shame and guilt as a heavy burden and even baptism, confession and repentance has not stopped these people from binding my sins back upon me until I fall under the weight of this cross.
Amen
Dear Lord and Father, please take from me the burden of the condemnation of me by the Winchester churches, community and Deanery on behalf of the Scott-Joynts, Dakins and Fisher. The condemnation has never been withdrawn nor has a single person shown impartiality or an ear for my side of things. Please bind the condemnation back upon those who condemned me and let me walk towards my grave free from it.
God please forgive me my sins and help those who condemned me to repent.
I ask all these things in Jesus' Name. Amen
Tuesday, 31 January 2017
Sir Humphrey Appleby: The Queen is inseparable from the Church of England.
Jim Hacker: And what about God?
Sir Humphrey Appleby: I think he is what is called an optional extra.
Wednesday, 25 January 2017
Monday, 23 January 2017
Sunday, 22 January 2017
Gavin Ashenden
I am getting a tremendous amount of traffic to my blog from people looking for Gavin Ashenden. This tends to happen when he is attacking people, and this is no different.
He is ranting in the Times about the Koran being used in a Cathedral.
Well a) did anyone notice, the old dears are usually asleep, and b) isn't it a good idea to educate people to stop the blind Islamophobia continuing to rise? c) Isn't Ashenden's attack on the Archbishop more to do with the secret court that he faced? d) The Archbishop should resign, because he is a cowardly corrupt lying crook, not because of the Koran.
Gavin Ashenden spends his life attacking and showing off, and, having never met me, took part in a press and media smear campaign against me, full of lies, some of which is available here:
http://www.lulu.com/shop/hg-review-team/very-cuttings/paperback/product-23028126.html
Ashenden isn't in any postion to lay down the law to anyone, aside from his public attacks on me without having both sides of the story, he is a divorcee, which is against Jesus' teachings, and he has relentlessly attacked and slurred abuse victims and the mentally ill, as well as making racist and xenaphobic attacks in the press constantly.
He thinks very highly indeed of himself, and the Church don't appear to have any ability to silence his hatred and rants, even though he is a safeguarding danger.
He really needs a copy of the Bible, I don't think he can ever have seen a copy or read it.
This is Tony the Prof's blog. look at what a churchgoer in Jersey has observed about Gavin Ashenden:
http://tonymusings.blogspot.co.uk/search?q=Gavin+Ashenden
This is Bob's blog, look through this and see what Ashenden was part of:
http://bobhilljersey.blogspot.co.uk/
It is time that Ashenden was asked to step down, he is mean-spirited, untruthful, hateful, prejudiced, proud and boastful, he is bringing Christianity into disrepute and would be bringing the church into disrepute if they weren't already, and the church are scared to face up to him because he is chaplain to the Queen.
He is ranting in the Times about the Koran being used in a Cathedral.
Well a) did anyone notice, the old dears are usually asleep, and b) isn't it a good idea to educate people to stop the blind Islamophobia continuing to rise? c) Isn't Ashenden's attack on the Archbishop more to do with the secret court that he faced? d) The Archbishop should resign, because he is a cowardly corrupt lying crook, not because of the Koran.
Gavin Ashenden spends his life attacking and showing off, and, having never met me, took part in a press and media smear campaign against me, full of lies, some of which is available here:
http://www.lulu.com/shop/hg-review-team/very-cuttings/paperback/product-23028126.html
Ashenden isn't in any postion to lay down the law to anyone, aside from his public attacks on me without having both sides of the story, he is a divorcee, which is against Jesus' teachings, and he has relentlessly attacked and slurred abuse victims and the mentally ill, as well as making racist and xenaphobic attacks in the press constantly.
He thinks very highly indeed of himself, and the Church don't appear to have any ability to silence his hatred and rants, even though he is a safeguarding danger.
He really needs a copy of the Bible, I don't think he can ever have seen a copy or read it.
This is Tony the Prof's blog. look at what a churchgoer in Jersey has observed about Gavin Ashenden:
http://tonymusings.blogspot.co.uk/search?q=Gavin+Ashenden
This is Bob's blog, look through this and see what Ashenden was part of:
http://bobhilljersey.blogspot.co.uk/
It is time that Ashenden was asked to step down, he is mean-spirited, untruthful, hateful, prejudiced, proud and boastful, he is bringing Christianity into disrepute and would be bringing the church into disrepute if they weren't already, and the church are scared to face up to him because he is chaplain to the Queen.
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