A new letter to the Bishop

Further letter of warning to the Bishop of Winchester to cease harassing the vulnerable adult known as HG who he has overseen two years of public humiliation, defamation and harm as well as branding and vilifying her to the whole of the Church of England.

07/11/15

Dear Bishop Dakin,

I know that you are well aware of my distress so I will keep this short, I don’t need to rewrite my previous letters, they are available here, some of them are available here:

http://www.opnlttr.com/letter/1st-open-letter-bishop-winchester-0

http://www.opnlttr.com/letter/second-open-letter-bishop-winchester

What I would like to ask is why am I still suffering after two and a half years, still denied justice or even a voice while you and the Archbishop and the Bishop of Dover have given plenty of audience to the defendants who you handed the abuse and safeguarding report over to. Has it not occurred to you that those people can’t write a report about themselves and be honest? Have you not realised that abusers don’t take responsibility and do vilify their victims?

Oh, I forgot, you don’t think I am a victim, because, having never met me or heard my story, you are happy to listen to a carefully put together account of how mad and bad I am. And you don’t know anything about Jersey obviously, I mean launching the Korris rubbish into the press showed that you knew nothing about either Jersey or safeguarding, and you know nothing about me except that you can put the phone down on me but not on Philip Bailhache!

I am writing to remind you that you are responsible for me being harassed, harmed and defamed as a result of the report that you handed over to the defendants to write and now refuse to release to them so that they can publicly triumph in the last straw of destroying me and exonerating the wrongdoers. I have to ask you, have you gone stark raving mad? Are you a psychopath? If not, then what on earth do you think you are doing leaving me to suffer without having done any sort of investigation into what happened to me in Jersey or Winchester? You have allowed the defendants, Jane Fisher and Bob Key to have a very full and public say against me, so when will you arrange a full and published report into my side of things? It is logical that there would be such a report isn’t it?

After all, I have suffered the Church of England and it’s abuse all my adult life, while the people who have harmed me have lived off it’s riches and powers, I have been sexually, emotionally and mentally abused and yet it is only the other side of the story being published. I know the Church of England is very skewed and their behaviour is constantly morally indefensible, especially when it comes to using abuse victims as press stunts, but surely even you can see that there is no grounds whatsoever for leaving me suffering in silence and attacked in the press every few months, this is not a sustainable way of life, and it really has come to a head with the recent song and dance in the press ruining my exam revision and results.

I have tried, despite the non-stop onslaught against me, to move on and live my life, but you won’t let me.  Your conflicted report and the way you have stirred the Jersey Deanery and States up against me to use their huge power for hatred and destroyal that even puts Jane Fisher’s vindictiveness to shame, and you are leaving me suffering because basically you are a cowardly and dishonest man, proven in you threatening me after you launched against me publicly and crushed me and again left me outcast from my friends, family and community in 2013.

Therefore you are responsible for my suffering, and putting the phone down on me while slandering me to people who haven’t met me and giving the defendants a full audience is no longer an acceptable solution. If you do not release me from you murderous grip on my life and your denial of my wellbeing and safety, I am going to die, and while Jane Fisher may vindictively call that attention seeking and all the other lies I watched her trot out against me, I have barely survived this, you have no legal right to punish me any further and stronger and more whole people have committed suicide over less than a terrible and unending hell such as this is.

I am not threatening suicide but I am ill and I am physically deteriorating again after such hard work and effort to get better, and it becomes simply too much in the end.

Please ensure that I have a fair hearing in the Church of England and with the general public. You have offered no apology whatsoever for your abuse of me over the last few years, and indeed, you have many apologies to make to me and others and it is time that you did this and brought what has been the most astounding charade of incompetence and deceit and complete and utter aimlessness in wasting money to an end. If the church has millions to waste on trying to kill someone who they label as a black sheep, why not voluntarily start paying Peter Ball’s victims and the Chichester and Kendal House victims compensation? That  would mean more to the public than Paul Butler’s empty-hearted deceit and PR stunts.

Sincerely,

HG

Formal letter of warning to Bishop Tim Dakin

Bishop Tim Dakin
Wolvsley Palace
Winchester
SO23 9ND

19/11/2013

Formal legal letter:

Dear Bishop Tim Dakin,

This is a formal legal letter, to warn you that due to the failure of Hampshire Constabulary to effectively warn you against harassing me and due to your continued harassment of me, you are to desist from harassing me, as are your clergy and staff and anyone associated with you or I will make a public legal effort to have you restrained.

You had no right to have me traced and violated in March by the same police who your safeguarding officer previously used to have me brutalized and detained for 24 hours, claiming I was insane on 14/02/2011 as I responded to her and Bishop Scott-Joynts endless violations of my privacy and human rights in Winchester.
You  forced yourself into my life with humiliating and horrifying press releases which severely embarrassed and shamed me in my community and lost me friends and humiliated and isolated and shocked me, those press releases contained theoretical ‘apologies’ which were no more than PR stunts and were never backed up by genuine personal apologies and there was never any intention of doing so.

Instead you threatened me with a court order that I knew nothing about in reply to me contacting you and begging and begging for you not to do a repeat of the harassment and violation of my life by Jane Fisher and Michael Scott-Joynt that occurred in 2011 which led to them having me repeatedly brutalized by police and locked up, again I have never recovered. I had no knowledge of a court order, but why did you have me traced if I was under a court order, and why did my destroyer, Jane Fisher state to the court in Sussex that she ‘still wanted to help me’, if I was being restrained for responding to her interference? I was left knowing she could go on violating my life and that every time I responded I would be beaten and locked up and no-one would protect me, hence me going on the run and changing my name, and yet you had me traced, violated my privacy and then threatened me when I begged to be left alone! Do you, a Bishop really consider any of this just and fair? I am left as helpless as a child at the hands of a rapist, and that is indeed what this has felt like to me, it is an endless horror from which I am not allowed to escape.

You had the untruthful and defamatory Korris report published internationally and refused to remove it, and allowed your clergy in Jersey to run a smear campaign that has done severe irreparable emotional damage to me.
You refused at any time to do anything about that made it quite clear while threatening me and also allowing this defamatory report and smear campaign that you had no concern for me or my welfare whatsoever and launched on me and wrecked my life for reasons known only to yourself.

You then allowed a conflicted Judge, Dame Heather Steel, to produce an inaccurate and utterly destroying report against me on behalf of my abuser and the Dean of Jersey, who you cleared of misconduct without investigation despite him having commited misconduct.

You have further proceeded to continue to threaten me by emailing me when asked to desist, you have at all times refused to go through Bob Hill who has been representing me as my mediator since April or May, and instead you intimidate and horrify me by emailing me, when, since your threats about a court order in reply to my pleas to you not to violate my life, your emails cause me severe shock and trauma and I do not read them.

You, your staff and your clergy are to refrain from ever making contact with me, and you are to refrain from publishing and circulating untruthful, defamatory and inaccurate reports, all of which, so far, omit my side of things.

I am utterly horrified to hear recently that the Church of England have, behind my back and against my wishes, violated my life and privacy, despite my warnings and pleas in the pretence of care, again. This is to cease from the instant you get this letter, and if I had not have my human rights violated repeatedly from Jersey onwards by Jane Fisher, I would have no police record and no severe psychological scarring from the brutalizations and imprisonments I have endured. You have made my life unlivable and handled me unjustly at all times, there is no excuse for any violation until my story is published and the defamatory and inaccurate reports withdrawn, and even then, help is only ever to be provided with my full consent and knowledge. Jane Fisher’s constant denial of my human rights has left me so deeply scarred that I will never feel safe again.

You do not, logically, carry out three investigations about me that exclude my side of things and humiliate and defame me and then claim any right to yet again violate my privacy and leave me terrified and humiliated and having no choice but to go on the run yet again.
I do not understand your latest stance of using the NSPCC to harass me but there is no possible reason for their involvement as I am neither a child nor a carer for a child.
Your production of the Steel report, when Dame Steel is conflicted and has produced an untruthful defamatory and inaccurate report to protect the Jersey clique has left me severely psychologically injured and with no hope at all for my future. There is only so much a human soul can take, and what you have inflicted on me solidly for eight months on top of what happened previously is more than any human being, let alone a disabled and injured homeless one, can take.

You, Bishop Tim Dakin, your safeguarding officer Jane Fisher, your staff and clergy are to immediately desist from this cruel and vicious onslaught on my life which began in March of this year and has continued without any relief and has left me desparate and deeply deeply depressed and hopeless. You will only ever be My Destroyers, you have never done anything to refute that title.

Among the damages to me in the last eight months alone are:defamation, loss of friends and support, activities, therapy, college, charity events, hope and quality of life, you have left me so desperate and hopeless and demoralized that even my best friends cannot help me and have been very concerned.

I cannot begin to imagine the reason behind your cruel, brutal and hostile onslaught into my life or your repeated production of reports and investigations that omit my side of things, what happened to me and what my true state of health is, instead you have omitted me from all reports and labelled me incorrectly as mentally ill, and have deliberately at all points omitted a complaint against your safeguarding officer, Jane Fisher, who has subjected me to constant severe psychological harm for years.

You are not to publish any further libel or distressing reports against me and you are to withdraw your damaging publications, you are not to threaten, harass or annoy me any further, nor are you to use anyone else or any other agency to harass me or deceive me further.
I have no wish to seek compensation but I will have to seek legal protection, and publicize it if your harassment of me doesn’t cease.
What should stand out glaringly in this is your have run this months-long campaign of hatred, destroyal and defamation against me, but you have consistently protected my abusers and their supporters and allowed them to defame and harm me while retaining a place in the church, while I have been left destitute, slandered, unable to seek help because of the record you have given me, and unable to trust because of the damage and defamation which has destroyed my trust and hope.

This letter is a warning, a legal letter of intent to seek legal protection in the absence of adequate police protection.
This letter is to be retained by all recipients, who are all connected to this case, for their records.

Sincerely,