'Lord, the wrongs I have done are not hidden from you'
I often think of the above verse from psalm 69.I went to confession recently.
I do not pretend I have no got very angry, but I have a side to things too, and my side is omitted from all investigations.
But the Diocese and Deanery do not think that way, despite their ordinations and positions.
So publicly flogging me and ruining me as part of botched investigations and reports is not a problem to them.