|Sent:||12 October 2007 10:18:39|
I don't know why our friendship hurts and collapses, I know that God loves us all, but we never came back from what happened, the pain all came back when I saw you and that is sad because, we are all forgiven, but the horror and anguish of that night when George lost his temper went very deep, and the shame of having to repeatedly apologize and being prepared to be within new boundaries, when George didn't apologize or explain or se tor agree a boundary to stop it happening again, wrecked what was left of the trust after Paul. I do love you, but the hurt is still hitting me, and I do live with other consequences of that night. So God bless you and keep you.
I have sent you a cheque, it may be delayed by backlog. Don't let anything that has happened hurt you, I love you, I have been traumatized and injured, I can't put myself in that risky situation again. I will be in touch with Ken shortly to arrange bike or recompense for bike.
Please could you acknowledge receipt of cheque, by post or on mobile- ***** ******, its a Jersey airtel, so not sure of cost from UK phone yet, its cheap for me to ring uk though, but not sure if you can text me from your phone, the emails from you never got through, nor has any post if you have sent any recently.
May God bless you and your family always,